I hate what a relationship does to me. Dont get me wrong. Im absolutely heads over heels about you. Things just feels so bloody amazing around you and ive got all this little bubbly feeling in me whenever im with you and that kid, that kid in me i never knew about! You got me smiling till my cheeks hurt because im really that happy. Those goodbye hugs and me for the first time ever whispering and hoping that you didnt have to go home. Man i do love you so much. But it sucks that with that comes the little scary feelings of lost, that maybe one day this will not belong to me again. And so i try to treat you better than anyone i ever have. With that i worry about stiffling you, about you feeling too withstraint. I could never fly a kite. So will you teach me?