It seems as if ive been unable to speak/ type cohesively on my fashion blog. Perhaps Im not really accustomed to speaking about things I have yet. Typing as if I was trying to talk in point form is really irritating me and im sure its bound to take a toll on the readership but urgh! What can I do about it? Friends have told me to combine my personal blog with my fashion blog but I cant decide. If that (my fashion blog) was suppose to take me somewhere, dont you think that my mundane life wouldnt be of any use? Ranting, reflections and self depreciation takes place here while the ardent wish of dreams taking flight should be done there. Should there be a clear line? Or is this portal the only way I could actually act out the wish that I have? To take the fashion route straight and not go through the long and tedious route of going through a jc, a uni and finally going to take a course on fashion? Kymare has once said "Follow your intuition and don't think too much in the future, this only makes you worry". I told my mum this and my mum said " Oh, she must be very young.". Mummy knows my dreams, she supports me but she wants me to safe and have something to fall back on. Having parents that care so much, I wouldnt want to hurt them by going against their wishes of having a child in Jc. But I do wonder if this is gonna be affecting me. I dread JC life, I dread having to mug, I dread the fact that i would once again meet people who dont understand my dreams. I fear the competition and all in all, I fear what lies ahead.