with everything dashing past so quickly, like time missiles, i really wonder if its for the better or worse. Sure, the common tests will be over quickly, but it will mean SC will be approaching very very soon. Perhaps i would be lesser the destressed girl, but i would likely be so stressed out just waiting for it to come and preparing for it that i might not last that long. Ive already broke down once. I am not gonna let myself breakdown again. No more " eh, peixin, you okay? dont so stress la." No more no more no more! Definately no more worried smses coming asking me why i was crying in the canteen and feeling ashamed of my own emotions. Im strong and i will stay that way. :D

Now, i shall do that proposal ive been avoiding all week.