School was a mess. I wasnt functioning well, i screwed yet another paper and my social circle has significantly decreased in size due to my stubborness of following my principles of life. I even gave up on Chinese and every other subject by tuning out after greeting the teacher. It doesnt help that the SCMC are being so ridiculously unreasonable and irresponsible and there are so many times where i just wanted to stormed out of somewhere and hide somewhere to cry like a little child. It's always the fridays huh, just like everything else. Its always the fridays.

Caught a movie with GJZ after facial today after weeksssssssss of saying we will do something together. Got to talk to him about the million things that were bothering me as well. There's always a million things bothering me in a week. It starts with one on monday, and by friday, im nearly a saint for not breaking down until now. Thank you GJZ for listening to me whine even though you called so that you could get things off your chest.

Went home and then met up with hyy to walk his dog. Listened to him talk about when he took his o levels and listened to him call people bloody idiots. It was kinda weird since it has been ages since we actually talked. The feeling of having another elder brother is back.

I hate it.
I hate coming home, reflecting on my day and knowing how awful i feel about everything thats happening.

You think i enjoy spending my recess on scmc stuff? Screw you. its because you aint doing it.