Ive been sick so many times recently. Hahaha. And to think i said "rarely" when big bird asked if I fell sick often.

Thank you aswini and farlee for helping me get my homework and big bird for delivering my homework.

And ohfcuk. MT oral is in 2 weeks. Im so scared. I didnt read chinese you know...

sometimes i try to reach out to you. but you refused to give your hand to me. I dont want my best friend to fall apart. I know you need help. I know you cant get over him, but if you give yourself hope and believe in yourself, soon enough you'll be fine. I wish i could fix you up, give you strength and see the friend I once had again. I know right now everything is so wrong for you and life pretty much just suck a lot. I know that youre not fine, not okay though you say you are. I want to help you, but you've gotta help yourself too my dearest.

Sniff sniff.

Wonderful. I fell sick on the first day of school.
Perhaps was the dust from the ledge, perhaps was more than that, perhaps was the cold wind blowing while I did my maths while waiting for big bird. Perhaps was the lack of sleep from previous nights.

I really dont know. I feel awful.

School was boring luh. However, Im sitting beside Farlee darling and not far away from aswini babe. Fantastic uh? However, sitting by the door proves to be of great distraction which is very bad for someone with such short attention span as me. Somemore somebody keep walking pass the class across the block. Gah.

3 teachers were absent today. 5 free periods. Waste of time eh. Gah.

I LOVE KAUSALA. <3>
Get your pictures at the link emailed to you alright.

We had picnic at a place we call teletubby hill. (this is the first time I typed teletubby.) Great view, great weather(It didnt rain!) and at certain times it was windy~ Had sandwich that Iskandar claimed he did which he didnt. I did! Camwhored alot, attempted jump shot and even FOUND A BRIGHT RED BRA! Go figure. And the guys got very very excited. Hahah. Oh and we saw drangonflies mating. And syariff is the biggest epic fail. After we got too excited and the sun was right on top of us, and our feet burned from the heat, we decided to head to causeway to get some air con.

Played at timezone cause the guys didnt want movies and azroy joined us soon. Air hockey is the greatest game to play with Fazroy and Asw baby. Uh, and then Bertram joined us soon after. (To asw, eh. I know how to spell luh. Just like how I know how to pronounce eminem now. And he is just a friend.) AnDROOL left before we went to MFT to play street socer where the guys fought hard to conquer the court (though some other random team came and we left) and the girls watched. Then we went to the void deck cause we really couldnt stand the heat. Had second round of soccer where the guys were goal keepers and the girls finally got to play a bit. Soon we got bored and played captains ball where the guys were really tall and we couldn't play well. But it was fun luh. Though a certain big bird decided that his height is perfect for blocking the sight. Hahaha, I couldnt see asw when I was behind him and vice versa.

Went home soon after and called them up to apologize about some stuff but being such great friends they were okay with it. *group hug!*

Hey guys, Im so glad you people made it though Mr steph and JQ didnt la. But's it alright. (: The rest of you made my holiday complete!

Wednesday was grocery shopping with bigbird. Okay luh. He helped take the basket and the bags. :P So shy lo.

Friday was so so fun! Helped out at kinderland cause they went for excursion and I had my fill of kiddy cuteness. It was awesome though very very tiring. Had my trim afterwards and met big bird for transformer and so cool, we saw my darling farlee and her darling azroy. So yeah, kinda like a double date only that there was only 1 couple and 2 other friends. I repeat, friends. There were so many people, almost as if it was a public holiday luh. So we had to settle for the 5 o clock one cause 3 o clock and 4 o clock one was sold out. (what the fuck, there was already 2 theatres open for each timing eh. Even 7 and 8 o clock one was sold out) Did my homework at th library so I wouldnt feel THAT guilty. Alot not done yet though. Anyway. Transformer was really really awesome. So yeah, go catch it.

And to asw. I've got a mp3, I could lend it to you, but you'll have to settle the playlist yourself cause Im pretty sure you wouldn't like the songs I listen to. So yeah, I'll pass it to you on monday. But the earpiece, you'll have to settle that too cause I dont frigging know where's mine. :P And regarding what you said on the hill, I know you meant it. (: And I was totally kidding when I said my arms were sore. I love you too~

Aswini! Rolling stones for you~ Hahah, its funny how pissed off you were on the phone. Eh, remember uh, if it works out, YOU OWE ME THE GREATEST HUG ANYONE CAN HAVE :D Oh, and I know how to pronounce eminem already la. Stop laughing.

And farlee! It's funny how hungry you can get. ;D

Girls, you have no idea how much i love you.

*SCREAMS*
I saw my asw and farls today!
Ohboy, shall talk about it tmr. :D

Im tired now.

peixin. says:

OH YEAH
AND SHOCKINGLY
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En. says:
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peixin. says:
IM TANNED.
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LOL nOT
POSSIBLE
peixin. says:
YES!
like 5 tones darker.
} En. says:
not possible :B

Hahahahaha. See my point?

Im so glad im not going to obs because right now, I feel as if someone put anethesia in my throat and swell it and then blew a giant bubble in my ear. Oh the relief.

Anyway, Ive been obsessing over the skin tone I am having. I am around 5 tones darker than usual and it's rather nice other than the tan lines at the sleeves and shorts area. Gah.

Anyway, obs people, have fun! I realised that I know almost all of you. And sadly, Iskandar is going and now there is no one to play badminton and soccer with. :(

Hello.

Im extremely exhausted.

I love the above picture, it is so... siblings like. :)

Hey Kausala, Peixin misses all of you and she really really wants the outing.
However, Martin has got NCC camp on the last week! So yeah, it's either we have
it on 21st or the last week w/o Martin. So PLEASE tell me an answer! :)

Loves~

You know what?
My day was actually wonderful, until I thought back about all the falls I had, and got really mad. And that conversation with huiyi, together with my aching knee added to the flame luh.

I actually had a great day cause I woke up, watched great shows, had a great lunch with Jian Qi during his lunch break from Archery and my lunchbreak before Netball and watched amazing reactions from teammates and asw and farls dear when they saw my hair.

Plus, I had a amazing day ytd at the Home Club flea with pb and her friend ryan. Where I bought an amzing dress and then shopped at vivo, where we bought more stuff. And I really loved my buys.

And my day had to be ended off badly because of accumulated remarks by assholes that litters my life, fantastic.

I'm sick of falling. I'm sick of being crashed into. I'm sick of having weak knees after every training, sick of people talking about me getting injured as if I'm doing on purpose to get attention. Sick of going home injured, looking for my knee guard, sick of dealing with unconstructive comments and snide remarks that goes "yah, or else you will sprain your ankle like peixin" giggles, or "eh, how many times already ah?" laugh as if it was funny. I'm sick of pretending like it didn't affect me. I'm sick of falling, having it hurt alot and still have to smile and stand up and pretend it didn't hurt. I'm sick of having people not see me when I'm on the floor and then trip over me, having to go through the pain twice in row. I'm sick of you guys not watching where you run and run into me and have people say I'm clumsy. So yeah, It's my fault when hit that stupid teachers table that had been there for so long, but it isn't my fault when I get crashed into there when I have stood there for so long right?! For the records, IT FUCKING HURTS. IT FUCKING HURTS EVERYTIME I SPRAIN IT AND EVERYTIME I FALL AND EVERY EVERY TIME YOU FUCKING SHOOT STUPID COMMENTS THAT ARE EXTREMELY INCONSTUCTIVE. I dont fucking shout this in your face cause that will be rude and I dont wanna be rude. What am I supposed to say anyway? "Oh, well, at least it isn't black and ugly like you?" Well no, I'm not rude, so instead of burning you, I smile. And that doesnt fucking mean I don't mind you saying shit. fcuk off already. I know I have to learn to land safely when I try harder for the ball than you people because I dont fcuking have the height to just reach, you guys didn't know that, did you?

Hello.
Foremost, I wanna complain about the lack of aswini and farlee darlings in my life. IT'S A BORE! Even that less than 5 minute catch up that day made me so happy! I need my dose of you girls! So yeah, you know the number, dial it and book me okay! I'm LOOKING FORWARD~

Secondly, I'm not gonna talk about the haircut nor am i gonna post pictures. See it for yourself. :D

Thirdly, MARTIN LOUIS. You haven't friggin told me when you are free! I need to arrange for Kausala outing! *strangles*

Forthly, I miss kausala as well. I have seen everyone except Andrew. Well, like a less than 5 minute brief talk. Except for Iskandar who introduced me to the awesomest badminton court EVER. You have kids on the car (that I still dont know how it moves by itself) going in the middle of the court during an half intense game with the Dragon warriors. (oh yeah, sorry iskandar, I kept causing you to lose. Dont worry, I'm gonna brush up! :D And Kausala, tell me if you can make it for a movie on 13th,21st. Uh, we could watch... Monsters. Hahahahahah. So yeah, to Jian Qi, Syariff, Aswini, Farls who I know reads my blog, TELL ME.

Fifth, Sports camp was a waste of my time i tell you. I demand my 2 days back. I could have gone for Chemistry Remedial! OR even that meeting at Evg which I think was worth more than this stupid camp. GAHHHH. And to make things worse, the games were unfair and unjustified. How could you have the standing broad jump for unisex! Dude, if you havent realise, guy's A is 237, while girls is 175(Not sure)! Even at 200cm, it was impossible to win! You crazy people. And what the fuck were you people thinking, judging sprint by having 5 people run at the same time?! Gah! And before some people start saying Im being a sore loser, think again. Unless you are Usain Bolt who could run perhaps 20m infront of his competitors without false starting, it is impossible to show who is first or second. Argh!

Lastly, Im still considering if I should continue on to be Advisor for the Sports Carnival Main Commitee next year. I know Hazel a.k.a cutiepie and Kaili (yea babeh) is continuing, as well as marcus low. The rest of the very few sec 3 are not. Im just afraid that Im not at the level to be a advisor. Though as Hazel as put it, as overall in charge I would know what is best, and it's already the most compared to all the rest of them who were not OIC plus the Sec 4 wont be around. Furthermore, if Im not advisor next year, there won't be any advisors and we might as well be ready for it to fail. Cause right now Im the only one who could be advisor next year. But Im afraid. Im afraid that im not competent enough, Im worried about the lack of competency - compared to Yihui, even she was 100%, I am but only 60%. I don't wanna let SC fall in my hands. It had already once failed. I do not enjoy failure, and do not wish to see it happen again. Furthermore, there is the big O next year that I'm pretty sure I can't make it. I'm barely making it for Sec 3, how is it possible to make it for Sec 4? Argh. The stress!

The evg meeting today was horrid. It was lame, boring and it was one of the worse meetings I've been to. The leaders were not being leaders, the pupils were not organized, no one understood what the roles were, no solid instructions were given, and the Chief Liason Officers were -to put it frankly, Lousy. I wanted to be part of the 10th year celebration so that I can put all these new found knowledge to use for SC. However, I'm hesistating now. Im not sure if want to put up with all these lousy meetings every saturday, not sure if I want to occupy myself so bad. Perhaps I should give up.

Hello all.

Friday
Meet the parents went well for me, horrid for my bro.
So yeah, thats all.

Saturday
Went crazy shopping with Mummy and Sister.
Bought one Gap top and One F21 top and one high waisted skirt. :D
I think we spent 600 over at the end of the day. But it was like with 70% discount. :D
Love it. Oh yeah, I'm currently in love with Santa Cruz by Crocs. Almost got it but it didnt have my size! pfft.

Sunday
Watched loads of BOF. *dazed*

Monday
Went to Bendemeer with Huiyi, Xiao Yu and Jasmine.
Though the team was pretty disappointing, I think it's pretty fufilling to go there, cause the debrief was actually pretty cool. Hahaha.
The bus ride back was really bad though.
There was this really stupid guy who sat beside me. He kept falling to sleep. Then he lean and lean and lean. When i thought that it was too much and woke him up, twice, he stared at me damn rudely. And 'conveniently' elbowed me when he stood up to alight the bus. Thanks man. Totally appreciate that and while piercing more holes into your face, why dont you find a corner to screw yourself? This is exactly why I hate long bus rides. Overlook the duration and the bumpy rides and you still find stupid assholes like these.

Tuesday
Im sick. Itching like hell, has been going on like this since forever. Doc says it's the weather. Im actually unable to sleep because of the itch! Argh. Felt really feverish and awful thus I couldn't make it for Netball. Felt so bad luh! Gah. Itchiness go away~

I'm left with the last episode of Boys over flowers and I cant bear to watch! Gahhhhh. And and WHERE TO CUT MY HAIR?!