Aspiring fashion designer who cant sew for nuts.
Love being the eye behind the camera and posting aged pictures. Obsesses over high waisted shorts and connector rings. Currently searching for bands to follow and love acoustic to the max.
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Thursday, May 28, 2009
Im exhausted.
But seeing Aswini's really sweettttttttt message makes me a little more energetic! Hahaha, but still, I'm going to sleep~
Watched another 2 episodes of Boys Over Flowers again. Love it! Hahaha, hope thats not how my entire holiday will be on. Anyway, it's really difficult trying to find a suitable date for kausala since Jian Qi has such a busy schedule that goes both horizontally and vertically. Dont think anyone but kausala would understand it. I forgot to take a picture of it. And also, syariff who is so busy, only his last week of holiday is free, poor thing. As for me, I think I would be more occupied with Netball stuffs.
2nd June -Netball
3-4rd June - Sports Camp
8th June - Netball
15- 19 June - OBS (tentative) Im a reserve you see, but thus given piority for november's. :D
20th June - SRC (So looking forward to it~)
Daddy is going to Brisbane. I want to go too! Im on holiday what!
But seeing Aswini's really sweettttttttt message makes me a little more energetic! Hahaha, but still, I'm going to sleep~
Watched another 2 episodes of Boys Over Flowers again. Love it! Hahaha, hope thats not how my entire holiday will be on. Anyway, it's really difficult trying to find a suitable date for kausala since Jian Qi has such a busy schedule that goes both horizontally and vertically. Dont think anyone but kausala would understand it. I forgot to take a picture of it. And also, syariff who is so busy, only his last week of holiday is free, poor thing. As for me, I think I would be more occupied with Netball stuffs.
2nd June -Netball
3-4rd June - Sports Camp
8th June - Netball
15- 19 June - OBS (tentative) Im a reserve you see, but thus given piority for november's. :D
20th June - SRC (So looking forward to it~)
Daddy is going to Brisbane. I want to go too! Im on holiday what!
love, px 10:22 PM
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
I think i forgot to say this that time. That day, while we were doing final prep, we cleared the hall. All the 380 + tables and chairs in the hall, yeah, we cleared it. Tough tough job! So the next time you people are being ungrateful and making fun of the school helpers, think again. Their jobs aint easy, at all.
First picture is over exposed, but the main point is there. 3/6 rocks!
love, px 9:16 PM
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
SYARIFF. WHERE DID YOU GO?!
Almost had a full 'family' potrait la!
Almost had a full 'family' potrait la!
Roar.
Singapore discovery centre was actually fun, thanks to kausala who was so nonsense there. Hee hee. Camwhore alot, but it's with Farlee.
I love you guys!
love, px 11:20 PM
Monday, May 25, 2009
"You fail how many ah?"
That, is the worse thing to say to anyone who just received their papers. Screw you. So, we probably failed one or two papers or maybe a suay one like Mel who screwed 6 papers, you don't have to rub it in by gloating. So do not appreciate it. What? So you get A1 for maths, so what if you didn't fail, so what if you did better cause you are a Bio students? So what? Does it show that you're a better person, sorry, but with that attitude, you are going no where but backwards.
That, is the worse thing to say to anyone who just received their papers. Screw you. So, we probably failed one or two papers or maybe a suay one like Mel who screwed 6 papers, you don't have to rub it in by gloating. So do not appreciate it. What? So you get A1 for maths, so what if you didn't fail, so what if you did better cause you are a Bio students? So what? Does it show that you're a better person, sorry, but with that attitude, you are going no where but backwards.
I'm not pinpointing anyone, cause almost everyone is guilty. Admit it.
So I failed A.maths, I'm not ashamed, I'm disappointed, I'm upset but I'm not ashame. Because I did study, and maths has never ever been my best subject, so what if I got A1 for both maths for common test? I was lucky, weren't you?
Once again I'm not pinpointing, but saying that we are lazy, you are probably right to a percent of 60 %. I agree, we are lazy, but teaching 3 chapters in 2 weeks is unfair. Especially since it covers 80% of the paper. There is no point crying over spilled milk, but I hope such things doesn't happen again. It's not fair to chase syllabus 2 weeks or even worse 3 days before we are released for mugging sessions. What's the point of revising it if you are clueless about it?
Had netball today after a long break, I'm glad I played abit during Sports Carnival that day. Even though I was angry about being slapped on the hand more than having a fair game, but it got me in the zone, a lil more than if I hadn't play. Training was tough today. Loads of exercises with Medicine ball (That's like throwing a 4kg pack of rice.). I think i did over 100 hand lifts, 500 passes with it. My hands are actually still trembling. It doesn't help that due to my stupidness in angles and wall passing, my arms got hit by the ball (No, not the 4kg ball. I would have had a bruised arm that requires emergency care already. A normal leather ball is bad enough, thank you.) 876345678 times. But training was great. I enjoyed it though Im extremely exhausted. But thanks for the bubble tea-ing after training today. Really let me bond with the few of you, even though it was 3 years already! Love you guys~ And I realised that I haven't really bonded with the Sec 1, to the extent of not even knowing their names! Gah, gonna work hard to bond with them like how I bonded with the sec 2. Hahha. And Farwini, my legs are fineeeeeeeeeee~
Just told my mom about the results, she just said " study smart." I guess it's cause she knows I did study la. Still disappointed that all the 8A1/A2 became such lousy grades. Peixin, go go go!
Anyway, Iskandar, thanks for always being there for me, though sometimes when I'm moodswinging and need someone to bitch with, you dont reply your phone, Im still extremely touched that you always turn up when I feel extremely upset. Like friday. The reminisence with Kinder bueno at the void deck was nice. It's great to have a best friend live so close and on stand by 24/7! Though I do not appreciate you playing badminton when we are supposed to jog. But it was my fault for ditching you on saturday's run and not turning up at 4.30 cause I didnt see the message. Sorreh!
And Jian Qi! Woah, Im surprised that you remembered.
Dear peixin
Good Evening. Your have recently scraped your elbow, therefore,
you are advised not to engage in activities that would cause any further harm to
your elbow. Thank you for your attention.
Regards, Jian Qi.AIG Insurance CEO
This was because of some pact we made a long time back about him reminding me not to run when I have an sprained toe or was it an ankle. Ohwells, you get it.
love, px 10:06 PM
Sunday, May 24, 2009
I drooled. 5 episodes in a day. My eyes are a lil dazed and i still feel like im in a fairy tale. Damn, im a tv junkie.
Im really, truely wasting my sunday. I should have been out playing Badminton with Iskandar and his wide eyes neighbours 3 hours ago as my weekly workout, but NO, I spent it on Boys before flowers, what for? Cause I was addicted. I feel stupid. (Realise that I never said I wasted time watching it. ) I don't know, im guessing that's how the rest of my holidays are gonna be other than the 3 major events like Sports Camp, Netball SRC (I MADE THE TEAM. I WAS SO HAPPY WHEN I FOUND OUT THAT I HIT THE TABLE THAT WAS BESIDE ME. THOUGH THAT IS USUAL BUT I MADE THE TEAM) and lastly Netball Clinic (Im looking forward to it much more that the stupid sports camp which is most probably a waste of time. Who the hell really wants to spend 2 days being brainwashed about olympism? Like as if having Ms Milhan drone on about it every time she meets the Maincomms isn't enough. GAHHHHH. Remind me to bring a MP3. Damn.
Ohyeah, did I mention that we made it to the finals for the Dunman High Humanities Challange? So yeah, here I go, WE MADE IT. Though I was the last to find out since the rest of the team members didnt bother to tell me. Pffft. But I'm guessing it's more dramamama time from now on since we are so gonna be kicking asses with our skit. It's neighbourhood school against the stuck- up Saints blabla schools. But we are so gonna blow their minds off~ Ohyeah!
But im really hoping with all the rehearsals and trainings and camps, im still gonna have time for girls day out with FAP (that's Farlyanna, Aswini and Peixin), April and nonsensical dramas with kausala and maybe clique if they are gonna invite me... Well, im gonna cross the bridge when I get to it. :D But anyways, FAP! No more ditching me for Boyfriend and Duck owners okay! Ive been ditched 564789047 times already. *Stamps feet*
24th, marks 1 year and 3rd month that i met you and my life changed. Probably met isnt the right word to use. I met you even before that. But 24th was the day it mattered, the most. Many things happened on this 24th. And I... felt it all again. I miss you, i really do.
love, px 6:40 PM
Friday, May 22, 2009
Ohman, supposed to be out with these girls and im now stuck at home.Miss them!
Ohyeah, these are the only reasons why i detest school holidays at times.
Call me crazy yeah.
Ohyeah, kausala, im looking forward to Singapore Discovery Center! Although Andrew wouldnt be around since he wasn't Kausala at that time. Ohwells.
love, px 1:31 PM
Thursday, May 21, 2009
Im tired.
And im meeting Jiaqin, Colleen and Atikah for a "Wisdomer Gathering" later. Haha, how is it a gathering with only 4 people? Ohwells.
Hope the best comes out of it.
And im meeting Jiaqin, Colleen and Atikah for a "Wisdomer Gathering" later. Haha, how is it a gathering with only 4 people? Ohwells.
Hope the best comes out of it.
Ohman, im tired.
Cause even one sentence makes me dream of you.
Yes junzhi, you hit it right on the spot, im pathetic.
love, px 11:39 AM
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Sports carnival make up was fantastic today! And boy, am I happy. The sweat, the running, the screaming over the walkie- talkies, the constant "Peixin, come to blablabla, this blablabla needs this and that", the stealing of loudhailer from everywhere. The running away halfway from sports oath to settle the microphone, the every every time i had to calm myself down to prevent screaming at the birthday girl. And the every every faces that I could look and smile and say, she's/ he's my maincomm; my boy/girl; the kid who calls me at midnight to ask about proposals, who sometimes annoys me when im trying to enjoy my day by asking about proposals; the ones who gets worried when im not waking up when i should; the ones who always always listen to me say my nose itches when im in the PE store and the everyone of you who made today one of the days of my life which i would never ever forget. I dont say I would remember it forever, cause i dont believe in forever.
I might be having sun burns that are really red and painful, muscle aches and feets that are so sore, but you know what? I dont mind, cause everything was worth it. We no longer feel dejected, as if there is something there that is not done, the annoying thing that bugs you at night saying you're a failure!
And im glad to see that everyone of you have matured, so, so much. Like from that childish fools who obsesses over square/ rounded tables and refuse to pay attention when it's extremely important, you guys matured to this group of fun-loving and crazy people who gained a great sense of urgency and actually respond when i ask you guys to pay attention and etc. It really me feel proud to be your leader and I know that i can count on your guys to get it done. It might not be done immediatly, but i know you guys will work on it. I just wanna tell you guys that no matter what went wrong today, how many small mistakes were made, everyone of you made these 3 sports carnival a great memory. Okay, so maybe not the first one, but really, look at the improvement you guys made! From having 31 maincomms all screwing up, to having 29 doing a fantastic job for the sec 4's make up sports carnival to having 19 maincomms with one 1 sec 4 doing a fantastic job for 3 levels. Im really, really proud of you guys, and i know that you guys know that too!
I love you guys and im looking forward to our full maincomm photo!
I might be having sun burns that are really red and painful, muscle aches and feets that are so sore, but you know what? I dont mind, cause everything was worth it. We no longer feel dejected, as if there is something there that is not done, the annoying thing that bugs you at night saying you're a failure!
And im glad to see that everyone of you have matured, so, so much. Like from that childish fools who obsesses over square/ rounded tables and refuse to pay attention when it's extremely important, you guys matured to this group of fun-loving and crazy people who gained a great sense of urgency and actually respond when i ask you guys to pay attention and etc. It really me feel proud to be your leader and I know that i can count on your guys to get it done. It might not be done immediatly, but i know you guys will work on it. I just wanna tell you guys that no matter what went wrong today, how many small mistakes were made, everyone of you made these 3 sports carnival a great memory. Okay, so maybe not the first one, but really, look at the improvement you guys made! From having 31 maincomms all screwing up, to having 29 doing a fantastic job for the sec 4's make up sports carnival to having 19 maincomms with one 1 sec 4 doing a fantastic job for 3 levels. Im really, really proud of you guys, and i know that you guys know that too!
I love you guys and im looking forward to our full maincomm photo!
" No eddy, we do not wanna look at your butt" and lol, i just realise I looked like I was marvelling eddy's butt, but really, I was doing something strange to Nabil, I think. Nothing to do with eddy's butt, really.
I really lack sleep and I was sun burnt!
And Aswini and Farlyanna, I know I said this before but im really grateful for the ambush hug that you guys gave me before everything started. Reminding me to breathe and relax and not get too stressed out is like essential, I was reminding myself to breathe and when I was really pissed off, I reminded myself of what Farlee always said to me before an exam which I was nervous about "You can do it!". You guys understood what i was going through even though you guys dont experience it and you always know what I need. A great big hug before a huge event, yeap, that was it. (: Thank you for the sweetest gesture ever. Unless someone flies a humongous jet plane in the sky confessing their love for me, that will always always be the sweetest thing any friend ever did for me. Thank you. *hugs*
love, px 8:38 PM
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
500th post, and since it probably means i will get my wish come true. (no logic, but i really need all the luck i can get..)
I WISH IT WOULDNT RAIN TOMORROW AND SPORTS CARNIVAL WILL BE A GREAT BIG SUCCESS :D
and since he wished me luck. It should go great great great!
I WISH IT WOULDNT RAIN TOMORROW AND SPORTS CARNIVAL WILL BE A GREAT BIG SUCCESS :D
and since he wished me luck. It should go great great great!
love, px 10:20 PM
Monday, May 18, 2009
I swear, ive been watching TOO much ANTM.
I go to sleep thinking about it.
It's like how addicted i was to the taiwan dramas. Damn, im dangerous. I mean the way im addicted is dangerous.
Anyway, the exams ordeal are OVER~ *do the crazy jig* However, there is still the Sports carnival! Damn, yuo have no idea how jittery I am, (though much of it is the ANTM) anyway, im worried about the weather, the procedure and the AWFUL LACK OF CAPABLE SEC 4s! Yes, extremely worried. Ohwells. I should not join the worry-with-hazel-over-everything club. But seriously, a great big hug would help.
Ohman, that made me miss so so so many things. even a slightest scent would sweep me off my feet and put me to 100000 years of sleep, just dreaming of...us. Damn. This is so not helping me. I feel sick...
You know something? I dont like seeing denzel in the morning. He makes me remember of lazia. and that's not good, since im trying so hard to forget.
I think i used exam to numb myself the past 2 weeks. I was so held up with all the stress i gave myself, i forgot about things. And to a certain extent, it acted as a anesthesia. It wore off now and then. It came hard to me that day. and what he said didnt help. It hurt. And right now, the feeling feels like an giant truck coming to me at full speed. Damn, this is awful.
I go to sleep thinking about it.
It's like how addicted i was to the taiwan dramas. Damn, im dangerous. I mean the way im addicted is dangerous.
Anyway, the exams ordeal are OVER~ *do the crazy jig* However, there is still the Sports carnival! Damn, yuo have no idea how jittery I am, (though much of it is the ANTM) anyway, im worried about the weather, the procedure and the AWFUL LACK OF CAPABLE SEC 4s! Yes, extremely worried. Ohwells. I should not join the worry-with-hazel-over-everything club. But seriously, a great big hug would help.
Ohman, that made me miss so so so many things. even a slightest scent would sweep me off my feet and put me to 100000 years of sleep, just dreaming of...
You know something? I dont like seeing denzel in the morning. He makes me remember of lazia. and that's not good, since im trying so hard to forget.
I think i used exam to numb myself the past 2 weeks. I was so held up with all the stress i gave myself, i forgot about things. And to a certain extent, it acted as a anesthesia. It wore off now and then. It came hard to me that day. and what he said didnt help. It hurt. And right now, the feeling feels like an giant truck coming to me at full speed. Damn, this is awful.
Exams are over. So why am I feeling like shit?
Prolly cause I keep getting ditched. fcuk, really, i mean it. Fcuk.
love, px 8:07 PM
Sunday, May 17, 2009
Ive been hooked on ANTM (America's Next Top Model) cycle 12 recently.
London is so so hot!
London is so so hot!
And uh no, im not posting this pictuer because she is clad in a bikini. Look at the hair! I love it! Tho my sister and brothers are advising against it cause they said it was too drastic and impractical respectively. Oh wells.
Should stick to the bob that is slightly sloped at the back! :D Yiting was so excited when i told her i was gonna cut my hair short. She made me promise to let her go too. Hahaha, sure babe. :D Just dont laugh if it turns out bad. I'd cry on the spot. I think I should do it only after SRC so that I dont have to worry so much about it being messy and all.
ANTM is so good that im forgetting about the Amath paper on monday. Time to study study study!
love, px 3:43 PM
Friday, May 15, 2009
Hahahaha. Have I told you guys how much i love this song? Another song is Disenchanted - MCR, which i cant find a proper HQ one. Ohwells.
One more paper to go and i'll be a happy girl~
love, px 8:13 PM
Thursday, May 14, 2009
Hahaha. Today was eventful. Had math paper, had a itchy nose, spent 2 hours waiting for iskandar to finish his file when he really can finish it in 30 min, got a treat at pizza hut, took mosaic shots, went back to school, found andrew and Mr Lim and samuel, got my POA worksheet, accidentally mistook someone as andrew and started talking, felt super embarrassed, went home and sat down to do 2 hours of Physics and im here using the computer, 15 minutes more. (Im practising self control :D) and then its dinner and then more physics and then POA. Oh geesh. How interesting.
Anyway, photos below. In case you're wondering, im not in love in either iskandar nor syariff or anyone. Iskandar told me to pose without telling me what mosaic he is using.
And this is another reason why i love my baby pink phone. :)
Anyway, photos below. In case you're wondering, im not in love in either iskandar nor syariff or anyone. Iskandar told me to pose without telling me what mosaic he is using.
And this is another reason why i love my baby pink phone. :)
P.s. See aswini, how much fun are you missing?!
love, px 7:06 PM
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Oh man, i seriously have to change the blogskin. The purple is actually making me cringe. damn.
Anyway, short exam updates. Im really not out to bore you all, and myself.
Math paper 1 was a breeze, though i screwed one question.
SS was a breeze as well, though SBQ was nonsense. Coming to think about it. What does " they were trying to overthrow negative comments" mean anyway? Hahaha, there is a reason why im in geography you know! SEQ was damn heng! I studied one of the 11 marks question before and know the answer by heart~
Geog paper was alright la. Didnt study too hard for it cause of the lack of sleep due to i dont know what reason. My brain just refuse to shut of. I think im studying too hard. I mean, everyday after school, after the papers, im studying. STUDYING. Who knew i was so studious?!
Chemistry paper was so screwed! Everyone was complaining about it. I totally screwed the 768345768 questions on chemical calculations. *stomps feet and pouts* Garh (I didnt spell this wrongly, i do mean GARH, i mean that is a word right? ), this might be the paper that give me the first red, ugly underline on my report card! argh!
Been studying everyday after the paper as i said before. Well, actually, before that, i was looking for Ms wong and Mdm Haslinda to talk about the boring ol' chem and geo respectively la. This is like the first time im doing so.
Studied with Syariff, Farlee and Iskandar yesterday. Basically, Iskandar is crap at studying when he doesnt gets his sleep. CRAPPPP. Lol. And we side tracked abit, though it was fantastic improvement from the eat macs-timezone- rp( NEVER STUDY) - home routine. Hahah! Though it was deprovement from Monday's studying. Iskandar actually memorized 2 - 3 principals of governance by heart in 3 hours, but yesterday, he only learnt that it feel better after attempting to sleep in a not your average library. Oh and he realise that he really cant eat a Hot-dog on-the-go without cutlery, greater attempt then mine though. Okay, enough of know-100 true facts- of- iskandar ishak - in 5 minutes.
Haha, they were swopping jackets and doing signature poses. Guess who!
"Aiyah, nevermind la!"
"hello.*smiles alot*"
Anyway, short exam updates. Im really not out to bore you all, and myself.
Math paper 1 was a breeze, though i screwed one question.
SS was a breeze as well, though SBQ was nonsense. Coming to think about it. What does " they were trying to overthrow negative comments" mean anyway? Hahaha, there is a reason why im in geography you know! SEQ was damn heng! I studied one of the 11 marks question before and know the answer by heart~
Geog paper was alright la. Didnt study too hard for it cause of the lack of sleep due to i dont know what reason. My brain just refuse to shut of. I think im studying too hard. I mean, everyday after school, after the papers, im studying. STUDYING. Who knew i was so studious?!
Chemistry paper was so screwed! Everyone was complaining about it. I totally screwed the 768345768 questions on chemical calculations. *stomps feet and pouts* Garh (I didnt spell this wrongly, i do mean GARH, i mean that is a word right? ), this might be the paper that give me the first red, ugly underline on my report card! argh!
Been studying everyday after the paper as i said before. Well, actually, before that, i was looking for Ms wong and Mdm Haslinda to talk about the boring ol' chem and geo respectively la. This is like the first time im doing so.
Studied with Syariff, Farlee and Iskandar yesterday. Basically, Iskandar is crap at studying when he doesnt gets his sleep. CRAPPPP. Lol. And we side tracked abit, though it was fantastic improvement from the eat macs-timezone- rp( NEVER STUDY) - home routine. Hahah! Though it was deprovement from Monday's studying. Iskandar actually memorized 2 - 3 principals of governance by heart in 3 hours, but yesterday, he only learnt that it feel better after attempting to sleep in a not your average library. Oh and he realise that he really cant eat a Hot-dog on-the-go without cutlery, greater attempt then mine though. Okay, enough of know-100 true facts- of- iskandar ishak - in 5 minutes.
"Whats that? Study? uh.. no."
Haha, they were swopping jackets and doing signature poses. Guess who!
"Aiyah, nevermind la!"*Shows off shiny badges*
"hello.*smiles alot*"
Random:
edwin says:
then grow on where?
(uh. this is cause my personal message is Strawberries dont grow on trees.)
peixin. says:
small tiny bushes
peixin says:
REALLY LO. WHERE GOT STRAWBERRY GROW ON TREE ONE?!
love, px 6:01 PM
Sunday, May 10, 2009
hello all.
I think no one is using their computer recently, thus my readership has dropped.
shame on you. Heehee.
Anyway, I think im gonna do well for my chinese paper. :D I kind of studied for it and Im glad I paid attention in class. So my news report is gonna be good!( i really hope)
Went jogging with Iskandar again yesterday. I think we ran for around 3- 4 km in 18 minutes. Good job! Haha, forcing him to do the sit ups to train him for OBS. Since i cant go, might as well make him do well there right?
Currently having a bad headache. Feel as if my ears were gonna explode and my neck is gonna break.
Probably the million strawberry seeds that are trying to grow out of my ears.
Then again, how come strawberry and bananas dont grow out of us? I mean.. the million seeds that we eat.. Oh wait, bananas grow from suckers. Martin, you might wanna watch out. :P
Mummy said if i wanted strawberries to grow out, i should start eating soil. Lol. Nvm, i will stick to purchasing it. Hee.
I think no one is using their computer recently, thus my readership has dropped.
shame on you. Heehee.
Anyway, I think im gonna do well for my chinese paper. :D I kind of studied for it and Im glad I paid attention in class. So my news report is gonna be good!( i really hope)
Went jogging with Iskandar again yesterday. I think we ran for around 3- 4 km in 18 minutes. Good job! Haha, forcing him to do the sit ups to train him for OBS. Since i cant go, might as well make him do well there right?
Currently having a bad headache. Feel as if my ears were gonna explode and my neck is gonna break.
Probably the million strawberry seeds that are trying to grow out of my ears.
Then again, how come strawberry and bananas dont grow out of us? I mean.. the million seeds that we eat.. Oh wait, bananas grow from suckers. Martin, you might wanna watch out. :P
Mummy said if i wanted strawberries to grow out, i should start eating soil. Lol. Nvm, i will stick to purchasing it. Hee.
tuition later.
super dreading it
Decided. Short hair in june. Just one question. HOW SHORT?
Decided. Short hair in june. Just one question. HOW SHORT?love, px 12:25 PM
Thursday, May 07, 2009
Kausala has been making my days great and wonderful.
The lame jokes and actions, indecisiveness and bimbo wriggles.
Love those people and im glad you guys are always always there for me.
Even though we are only 1 week old, ive already spent so much time with you guys!
To a extend where it is... too much.
Ohwells, mugging tmr.
Hope there is less jokes and MORE studying!
Ive got so many things to complete and yet it never seems to be done!
The lame jokes and actions, indecisiveness and bimbo wriggles.
Love those people and im glad you guys are always always there for me.
Even though we are only 1 week old, ive already spent so much time with you guys!
To a extend where it is... too much.
Ohwells, mugging tmr.
Hope there is less jokes and MORE studying!
Ive got so many things to complete and yet it never seems to be done!
- Everest A. Math worksheets
- Everest (II) E. Math worksheets
- Mount Chemistry worksheets
- Cliffs Humanities worksheets
- Hill POA worksheets
- Rock Physics worksheets
love, px 8:25 PM
Monday, May 04, 2009
hello you.
It's English paper tmr and I really shouldnt be here but i have finish revising!
Yay.
Im still a little blur about Chemical Equations.
Wait, strike that. Im still clueless about the chemical equation.
Oh yeah, Netballers. In case you see me limping again. I DID NOT FALL. I did take good care of myself. Im just accident prone. During captain's ball, Arjun who was trying very hard to get the ball and he landed after a jump on my ankle. So yes, it's bruised and a little sprained. Extremely painful. So if I look like im gonna fall anytime, do come and help me!
Thank you Nabil for helping me carry my books home, I think I would have fell down without your help and wouldnt have been able to stand up!
Ohwells.
Haha, Iskandar. Of course I know what's on your mind. I feel what you feel, only 10x stronger. Dont forget, my r/s was a year plus. I would definately know what is going on. I just dont have the best solutions. Just words of wisdom, moping around doesnt make you feel any better. Been there, done that.
Oh yeah, wanted to post this quite some time ago.
The very last time I went to the hospital for some check up, again. I saw many many different perspective of how life was in singapore. May be a shock to many of you, but yes, there are still people who cant afford a proper meal.
Just sitting at the hawker center, i saw many different ways of life. I saw people who sold their bodies for reasons that none of us could probably understand. I saw old man pawing their hands of them, I saw old man discussing the price of one night/day's pleasure. I might not have heard it, but it was apparent what was going on. I didnt understand why that had to happen, it might not be what they wanted or it was just against their will. It was really.. sad.
Then I saw a old man who had to pick up the leftovers from people plate. What others thought was waste was treasure to them. It was what could be their only meal of the day. Then I saw a old women, who is probably alone. As in no kin kind of alone. She spent her day at staying at an area for a long time. She probably did not have anything to do and the other way to spend her day outdoor was by loitering.
The world isnt as carefree as we all thought.
One word, Cherish.
It's English paper tmr and I really shouldnt be here but i have finish revising!
Yay.
Im still a little blur about Chemical Equations.
Wait, strike that. Im still clueless about the chemical equation.
Oh yeah, Netballers. In case you see me limping again. I DID NOT FALL. I did take good care of myself. Im just accident prone. During captain's ball, Arjun who was trying very hard to get the ball and he landed after a jump on my ankle. So yes, it's bruised and a little sprained. Extremely painful. So if I look like im gonna fall anytime, do come and help me!
Thank you Nabil for helping me carry my books home, I think I would have fell down without your help and wouldnt have been able to stand up!
Ohwells.
Haha, Iskandar. Of course I know what's on your mind. I feel what you feel, only 10x stronger. Dont forget, my r/s was a year plus. I would definately know what is going on. I just dont have the best solutions. Just words of wisdom, moping around doesnt make you feel any better. Been there, done that.
Oh yeah, wanted to post this quite some time ago.
The very last time I went to the hospital for some check up, again. I saw many many different perspective of how life was in singapore. May be a shock to many of you, but yes, there are still people who cant afford a proper meal.
Just sitting at the hawker center, i saw many different ways of life. I saw people who sold their bodies for reasons that none of us could probably understand. I saw old man pawing their hands of them, I saw old man discussing the price of one night/day's pleasure. I might not have heard it, but it was apparent what was going on. I didnt understand why that had to happen, it might not be what they wanted or it was just against their will. It was really.. sad.
Then I saw a old man who had to pick up the leftovers from people plate. What others thought was waste was treasure to them. It was what could be their only meal of the day. Then I saw a old women, who is probably alone. As in no kin kind of alone. She spent her day at staying at an area for a long time. She probably did not have anything to do and the other way to spend her day outdoor was by loitering.
The world isnt as carefree as we all thought.
One word, Cherish.
love, px 10:15 PM
Sunday, May 03, 2009
hello you.
Im quite screwed cause i have no idea how to do the writing of chemical equation.
And im too lazy to ask anyone cause basically, i dont think i would understand if they told me a bunch of numbers through an sms anyway. So I will procrastinate till tmr. :D
Yay.
On the brighter side, I completed the Math papers that were out to kill. Though I had a few blanks for A. Math. Uh oh.
Studies aside, I think i'm getting a lil healthier mentally. I am able to well, not think too much about him. Afterall after what i found out about what i thought meant everything actually meant nothing, I really had to wake up and face the truth - I was going nuts.
Who knew flipping through 10 songs to get that one song didnt mean more then that song was nice?
Oh well. At least now I do. Im gonna be strong and move on. (Rhymes! Im a poet!) Well, at least im really gonna try hard to do so. :D
Im quite screwed cause i have no idea how to do the writing of chemical equation.
And im too lazy to ask anyone cause basically, i dont think i would understand if they told me a bunch of numbers through an sms anyway. So I will procrastinate till tmr. :D
Yay.
On the brighter side, I completed the Math papers that were out to kill. Though I had a few blanks for A. Math. Uh oh.
Studies aside, I think i'm getting a lil healthier mentally. I am able to well, not think too much about him. Afterall after what i found out about what i thought meant everything actually meant nothing, I really had to wake up and face the truth - I was going nuts.
Who knew flipping through 10 songs to get that one song didnt mean more then that song was nice?
Oh well. At least now I do. Im gonna be strong and move on. (Rhymes! Im a poet!) Well, at least im really gonna try hard to do so. :D
love, px 9:47 PM
Saturday, May 02, 2009
hello you.
Ive been making an effort to bond with kau sallah recently. (Im gonna continue to call ourself kau sallah till you guys come up with a better name. Kau sallah is kinda.. awkward.)
As you all know, we fooled around on wednesday, 'played' soccer on thursday. I studied with Jian Qi on friday, which he taught me how to do physics.( No, you are not allowed to guffaw right here) We actually went to study at 768 Macdonalds. It alright once you tune out all the blasting of music and really weird conversations of random strangers. In another words, find a better place if you can.
Went jogging/ RUNNING with Iskandar (MY 8 YEARS BEST FRIEND AND COUNTING :D) today and it was a great run! Ran for 16 minutes and walked for 30 minutes. Really had a heart to heart talk and as usual, felt great. Talking to him really helps distract myself from thinking about that certain someone. who im certain has moved on and forgot about me. Cause I would be giving advice and listening to some strange stories he always have. Like making tomatoes appear ANYWHERE in one's body. Hahahaha.
" You have an ability to look as cheerful as always even when there's a million things going on in your mind. That's what i admire about you" -Iskandar.
I... tend to hide some stuffs cause i dont know how to express them. I do crazy stuff to avoid breaking down with all that emotion going through me. When I saw how unhappy farlee was that day, alot went through me. Concern, care and alot of memories of what i did and well, experiences that were bitter sweet. But crying together wasnt gonna help anyone of us, would it? Prolly scare the shit out of Mr wee tho. Yeah, I agree that i do think alot and they tend to be more prominent when im all alone, that when I think a lot and no one is there to distract me. I do cry in class at time, a tear or two. And I think Win Yew realises, just that he doesnt dare to say anything. Im sad, but i dont need the world to cry with me, cause that's not gonna help, will it? But that said, I dont want you to do what im doing. Come to me when you are thinking about her and feeling down about it. Anytime you feel like the world is crashing down and you cant take it anymore. I'm here to lend a hand to help you hold it up. Just no more fast food yeah?
Ive been making an effort to bond with kau sallah recently. (Im gonna continue to call ourself kau sallah till you guys come up with a better name. Kau sallah is kinda.. awkward.)
As you all know, we fooled around on wednesday, 'played' soccer on thursday. I studied with Jian Qi on friday, which he taught me how to do physics.( No, you are not allowed to guffaw right here) We actually went to study at 768 Macdonalds. It alright once you tune out all the blasting of music and really weird conversations of random strangers. In another words, find a better place if you can.
Went jogging/ RUNNING with Iskandar (MY 8 YEARS BEST FRIEND AND COUNTING :D) today and it was a great run! Ran for 16 minutes and walked for 30 minutes. Really had a heart to heart talk and as usual, felt great. Talking to him really helps distract myself from thinking about that certain someone. who im certain has moved on and forgot about me. Cause I would be giving advice and listening to some strange stories he always have. Like making tomatoes appear ANYWHERE in one's body. Hahahaha.
" You have an ability to look as cheerful as always even when there's a million things going on in your mind. That's what i admire about you" -Iskandar.
I... tend to hide some stuffs cause i dont know how to express them. I do crazy stuff to avoid breaking down with all that emotion going through me. When I saw how unhappy farlee was that day, alot went through me. Concern, care and alot of memories of what i did and well, experiences that were bitter sweet. But crying together wasnt gonna help anyone of us, would it? Prolly scare the shit out of Mr wee tho. Yeah, I agree that i do think alot and they tend to be more prominent when im all alone, that when I think a lot and no one is there to distract me. I do cry in class at time, a tear or two. And I think Win Yew realises, just that he doesnt dare to say anything. Im sad, but i dont need the world to cry with me, cause that's not gonna help, will it? But that said, I dont want you to do what im doing. Come to me when you are thinking about her and feeling down about it. Anytime you feel like the world is crashing down and you cant take it anymore. I'm here to lend a hand to help you hold it up. Just no more fast food yeah?
love, px 11:06 PM