Aspiring fashion designer who cant sew for nuts.
Love being the eye behind the camera and posting aged pictures. Obsesses over high waisted shorts and connector rings. Currently searching for bands to follow and love acoustic to the max.
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Thursday, April 30, 2009
I'm already in the play mode though i should really, really be in mugging mode.
All of kau sallah's fault.
Gang : Jian Qi, Martin, Iskandar, Syariff, Farlee, Aswini.
Well, not really gang, but i dont know what to call them.
Hahaha.
We were fooling around on wednesday after the grueling 3 hours of maths.
Which I wanna thank Mr wee for the lunch. :D
Today, we were at Man Fut Tong, supposed to have lunch but yeah.
Watched them play since I have no idea how to play and they were already playing halfway when Farlee and I got back from my house.
Lunch was at..5.30 p.m.
Hah. Lunch.
Felt really tuned out when I was with Iskandar, Syariff, Humairah and Ameera, cause I didnt understand malay.
Damn. Must learn from Yiting.
Ohwells.
Anyone up for mugging tmr?
Damn, Syariff doesnt study, Iskandar will be out with Aunt, Aswini lives in Seng Kang, Martin doesnt study and Farlee will prolly be with Azroy.
Damn.
Oh wells, maybe Jianqi is interested.
love, px 7:49 PM
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
Arguing with a fool proves theres two.
Therefore, I shadnt comment on the low IQ tags that recently appeared here.
Therefore, I shadnt comment on the low IQ tags that recently appeared here.
Jealousy, fights and broken promises.
We all been there.
280409,
a day whereby i felt everything he once felt.
love, px 10:08 PM
Monday, April 27, 2009
Hello you.
My mind has been very busy today and thus im extremely distracted.
If i didnt seem to be listening to you today, its because im distracted.
I dont know why, but i keep thinking, basically of him.
Im sorry, i cant help it.
I tried.
Thank Nabil for acc me to get the bubble tea ive been craving for since saturday, it spoiled my appetite, but i didnt plan to eat dinner anyway.
Referee training today was tough. Especially since my ankle is hurt again for i dont know what reasons. It's just hurt, pretty badly. But i still played bball so that the referees could learn. Peikai really need practise, richard as well. SCMC in charge of bball, please do help richard. I can teach Peikai.
Argh.
I know that the main reason for getting bubble tea today was not to drink it, but to be as close as to where he is. 883 is as close as MFT as Qihua is close to Riverside. It's not helping me at all.
But nothing will anyway.
3rd week.
Will anything change?
please?
love, px 7:29 PM
Sunday, April 26, 2009
Hello you.
I know the picture on top is distracting you.
AND THAT'S THE POINT!
hahaha.
alright. now it's distracting me as well.
ANNOYING.
anyway. that is taken with the new DSLR. Which I MUST say it great fun!
Picture quality was affected when it was made into a Gif. though.
Yeah, i've been doing this often lately. God knows why.
Hah. The laughter that is captured to remind me that there are still times in life where you have to laugh, or well, just smile.
Ohwells.
love, px 10:37 PM
Saturday, April 25, 2009
It is suppose to mean I ♥ F.
F stands for FARLEE.
Who danced really well today.
17 Again with Aswini. :)
Love that girl!
I could always moan and groan and whine in front of her, and I wouldnt have to worry about her being fustrated with me and telling away my secrets because she is always there for me and she is a GREAT FRIEND.
I could act like a kid, throw tantrums and she would still be there.
And I know that she knows that I would be there too.
Not when she falls, to make sure she doesnt fall. :)
17 Again with Aswini. :)
Love that girl!
I could always moan and groan and whine in front of her, and I wouldnt have to worry about her being fustrated with me and telling away my secrets because she is always there for me and she is a GREAT FRIEND.
I could act like a kid, throw tantrums and she would still be there.
And I know that she knows that I would be there too.
Not when she falls, to make sure she doesnt fall. :)
Speech day was actually great!The prize giving part was boring as usual, but as we have expected, the performance was great.
It was funny seeing my fellow SCMCians dance and sing and many being ushers!
Congratulations to all that received the prizes and those that well, brighten the day of another with that beautiful movements and voices.
Ohyeah, today when Benson Chong was receiving the prizes, i realised that the cheers he recieved were really loud and I wondered why. After the extremely inspiring speech by Mr wong and Benson, I understood. I wanna be the one standing there to give a speech when it's my year, but it will be difficult- since im the lowest in the netball team- but I will work hard. :)
Watched 17 again with Aswini and surprisingly, the movie was really great. Haha, an sterotype movie by Disney, but still, great. Haven't I told you?
Im a fan of Disney. :D
Tomorrow is a Sunday again. And every since that day, I have been really moody on Sunday.
I hope it isnt too bad tomorrow, I wouldnt want my family to be worried, would i? Oh well, I'll cross the bridge when i reach it.
3rd week.
It was three significant days in a row.
24th, speech day, sunday.
Wouldnt make sense to any of you anyway, would it?
ohyeah,
Family got a SLR.
this should be fun, yeah?
Anyways, pictures below.
^Hello you. This is my friend Aswini who is in love with me.
Who sometimes do ridiculous stuffs like that~ *points upwards*
that makes us laugh till our cheeks hurts!
HOHO. I always look a degree crazier than aswini. Hmms, wonders why.
love, px 11:30 PM
Hello Earthlings.Due to the speech day that is on TODAY. I had to wake up early on a SAT-UR-DAY. Which is supposed to be a SIT IN YOUR BED day, but IM NOT.
argh.
Im still tired and my eyes are turning black and im gonna be ugly soon but THE SCHOOL IS DEPRIVING ME OF MY SLEEP. *pouts*
Im not liking this.
Im not liking this.
On the lighter note, I listened to him and made a record of 24 ++ hours. Im a winner.
Yeah right.
love, px 8:18 AM
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
I tried.
But...
What melvin said reminded me of everything i was trying to forget.
How every tiny little thing will remind me of him.
cause every tiny little bit of me contains a huge giant chunk of him.
Like how my waterbottle is a gift from him cause i lost mine and he didnt want to be get scolded.
How my bag was something he liked and i didnt and finally bought it.
How our watch was supposed to be a couple watch.
How our pencil cases were of the same brand and almost same colour.
How my phone charm reminded him of how bimbo i was getting.
How we fought over my phone malfunctioning.
And the shirt im wearing.. cause i bought it korea, where we went together.
the hairstyle which he considered was prettiest.
the lips, the cheeks, the forehead.
every every bit of me with a huge bit of him.
i do miss you.
But...
What melvin said reminded me of everything i was trying to forget.
How every tiny little thing will remind me of him.
cause every tiny little bit of me contains a huge giant chunk of him.
Like how my waterbottle is a gift from him cause i lost mine and he didnt want to be get scolded.
How my bag was something he liked and i didnt and finally bought it.
How our watch was supposed to be a couple watch.
How our pencil cases were of the same brand and almost same colour.
How my phone charm reminded him of how bimbo i was getting.
How we fought over my phone malfunctioning.
And the shirt im wearing.. cause i bought it korea, where we went together.
the hairstyle which he considered was prettiest.
the lips, the cheeks, the forehead.
every every bit of me with a huge bit of him.
i do miss you.
love, px 9:56 PM
Monday, April 20, 2009
1: Besides your lips , where is your favourite spot to get kissed?
Forehead.
2: How do you feel when you woke up this morning?
Tired?
3: Who was the last person you took a photo with?
I think it's 3/6 ians
4: Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
Nope.
5: Would you ever donate blood?
Yes
6: Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
Yeah, Melvin
7: Do you want someone dead?
Yeah, maybe it's not so nice to put it here.
8:What does your last text message say?
Xin, must drink soup and eat meat. :P
9:What are you thinking of right now?
If u seek amy.
10: Do you wish someone was with you right now?
Yup. alot.
11: What time did you go to sleep last night?
11+. almost an standard time.
12:Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now?
Korea! :D Isadeon st.
13: Is someone on your mind right now?
Yeap
14: Who was the last person to text you?
Yiting
10 PEOPLE TAGGED TO DO THIS QUIZ :
1. Jieen
2. Serene
3. April
4. Peiyi
5. Joey
6. Jian Qi
7. Yiting
8. Aswini
9. Farlee
10. Melvin
15: Who is 2 having a relationship with?
Serene, uh. howard. :D
16: Is 3 a male or a female?
April. Female.
17: If 7 and 10 get together will that be a good thing?
Lol. If they dont scream when they see each other.
18: What is Number 1 studying about?
Jieen. Combi science and NONYA COOKING.
20: Is Number 4 single?
Peiyi. Yeah.
21: Say something about Number 2.
Understanding and damn good friend.
22: What do you think about Number 3 and 6 being together?
April and Jian Qi. Uh, one is a liverpool fan and another is an Man U fan. Dont think it will work!
23: Describe Number 9.
Highly enthusiastic.
24: What will you do if Number 6 and 7 fight?
Lol. Yeah like jian qi will go "No Eating (Yi Ting)!" and yiting will go " whatever~" Rolls eyes and then do math.
25: Do you like Number 1?
Yup. Lessaye~
Forehead.
2: How do you feel when you woke up this morning?
Tired?
3: Who was the last person you took a photo with?
I think it's 3/6 ians
4: Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
Nope.
5: Would you ever donate blood?
Yes
6: Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
Yeah, Melvin
7: Do you want someone dead?
Yeah, maybe it's not so nice to put it here.
8:What does your last text message say?
Xin, must drink soup and eat meat. :P
9:What are you thinking of right now?
If u seek amy.
10: Do you wish someone was with you right now?
Yup. alot.
11: What time did you go to sleep last night?
11+. almost an standard time.
12:Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now?
Korea! :D Isadeon st.
13: Is someone on your mind right now?
Yeap
14: Who was the last person to text you?
Yiting
10 PEOPLE TAGGED TO DO THIS QUIZ :
1. Jieen
2. Serene
3. April
4. Peiyi
5. Joey
6. Jian Qi
7. Yiting
8. Aswini
9. Farlee
10. Melvin
15: Who is 2 having a relationship with?
Serene, uh. howard. :D
16: Is 3 a male or a female?
April. Female.
17: If 7 and 10 get together will that be a good thing?
Lol. If they dont scream when they see each other.
18: What is Number 1 studying about?
Jieen. Combi science and NONYA COOKING.
20: Is Number 4 single?
Peiyi. Yeah.
21: Say something about Number 2.
Understanding and damn good friend.
22: What do you think about Number 3 and 6 being together?
April and Jian Qi. Uh, one is a liverpool fan and another is an Man U fan. Dont think it will work!
23: Describe Number 9.
Highly enthusiastic.
24: What will you do if Number 6 and 7 fight?
Lol. Yeah like jian qi will go "No Eating (Yi Ting)!" and yiting will go " whatever~" Rolls eyes and then do math.
25: Do you like Number 1?
Yup. Lessaye~
love, px 6:38 PM
Sunday, April 19, 2009
I love these girls. Cause they understand and they try to make me feel better. :) Healthy lifestyle was great with you two! Never been so high for a long time over healthy lifestyle. *sings that song we were singing. ( i forgot the lyrics)*
Thank you.
I dont have a clique picture, but I know that they love me a lot alot too and they have been there for me as well. Thank you.
I've been feeling better recently. Backaches and muscle aches hasnt been too nice too me recently though, but im recovering from that heartbreak. I guess it was correct for me to try to talk it out with him. Im just hoping when i get my diary back, it doesnt rip, squish, drop and stomps my heart.
Jieen, try not to think so much about it. I know it's tough but we are strong people. Love you for being there though you were hurt too. I havent been the strongest recently or the happiest, and i know you aint happy too. But girl, you are the strongest. Dont cry anymore alrights? You've got me, and I really mean it. ♥
And to that faggot there. Fcuk you. Before you start spouting stop nonsense, find what what happened first. Fuck you .
love, px 7:54 PM
Friday, April 17, 2009
tummy ache.
and im certain im getting a relapse of my chest aches.
Really really intense pain out of the blue.
didnt tell mummy about it cause i dont want her to be worried.
things are already very bad.
i just dont want to make it worse.
and im glad you are living fine without me.
at least i think you are. you seem to be, dont you?
and im certain im getting a relapse of my chest aches.
Really really intense pain out of the blue.
didnt tell mummy about it cause i dont want her to be worried.
things are already very bad.
i just dont want to make it worse.
and im glad you are living fine without me.
at least i think you are. you seem to be, dont you?
love, px 6:58 PM
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
i ran.
aching heart, aching muscles, i ran.
to the bus stop.
you werent there.
i've got to face the truth.
you'll never be there, at least for me.
aching heart, aching muscles, i ran.
to the bus stop.
you werent there.
i've got to face the truth.
you'll never be there, at least for me.
love, px 10:40 PM
Monday, April 13, 2009
WAN MY MEMBERSHIP CARD!!!!!! ): says:PEIXIN IS CUTE!!!! XD
peixin. says:YAY.
NABIL PLEDGED LOYALTY TO ME and he is LOVIN IT.GET THE LOYALTY TO ASHLIE MEMBERSHIP CARD AND ENJOY 20% OFF AT ALL SHOPS NOW! says:RANDOM?!
peixin. says:that is the club you joined!
I WAN MY MEMBERSHIP CARD!!!!!! ): says:LOL!!! NO!!! that one club name...
I WAN MY MEMBERSHIP CARD!!!!!! ): says:must say every 5 minutes!!!
NABIL PLEDGED LOYALTY TO ME and he is LOVIN IT.GET THE LOYALTY TO ASHLIE MEMBERSHIP CARD AND ENJOY 20% OFF AT ALL SHOPS NOW! says:5?!
NABIL PLEDGED LOYALTY TO ME and he is LOVIN IT.GET THE LOYALTY TO ASHLIE MEMBERSHIP CARD AND ENJOY 20% OFF AT ALL SHOPS NOW! says:SURE?!
peixin. says:yes!
NABIL PLEDGED LOYALTY TO ME and he is LOVIN IT.GET THE LOYALTY TO ASHLIE MEMBERSHIP CARD AND ENJOY 20% OFF AT ALL SHOPS NOW! says:SAY IT OUT IN MATH LESSON
NABIL PLEDGED LOYALTY TO ME and he is LOVIN IT.GET THE LOYALTY TO ASHLIE MEMBERSHIP CARD AND ENJOY 20% OFF AT ALL SHOPS NOW! says:SEE WHAT MISS LIM DOES TO YOU
I WAN MY MEMBERSHIP CARD!!!!!! ): says:I DUN CARE!!!
peixin. says:hahaha.
I WAN MY MEMBERSHIP CARD!!!!!! ): says:I SHOUT IN EVERYCLASS LAH!!!
peixin. says: she will stare at you.
I WAN MY MEMBERSHIP CARD!!!!!! ): says:IN HALL OSO!!!!
peixin. says: COOL!
peixin. says: make sure ah!
I WAN MY MEMBERSHIP CARD!!!!!! ): says:i ask ms lim join PEIXIN IS CUTE!!!
NABIL PLEDGED LOYALTY TO ME and he is LOVIN IT.GET THE LOYALTY TO ASHLIE MEMBERSHIP CARD AND ENJOY 20% OFF AT ALL SHOPS NOW! says:I'LL BE WAITING FOR IT
NABIL PLEDGED LOYALTY TO ME and he is LOVIN IT.GET THE LOYALTY TO ASHLIE MEMBERSHIP CARD AND ENJOY 20% OFF AT ALL SHOPS NOW! says:when you join a club you AGREE to all terms
peixin. says:yes, agree.
peixin. says:either that or you have to carry out what the fine print says
I WAN MY MEMBERSHIP CARD!!!!!! ): says:what does it say???
NABIL PLEDGED LOYALTY TO ME and he is LOVIN IT.GET THE LOYALTY TO ASHLIE MEMBERSHIP CARD AND ENJOY 20% OFF AT ALL SHOPS NOW! says:HAHAHAH.
peixin. says: it says... any member who fails to meet the terms and conditions will have to run around stark naked in the parade square during both recess the entire week.
peixin. says:YAY.
NABIL PLEDGED LOYALTY TO ME and he is LOVIN IT.GET THE LOYALTY TO ASHLIE MEMBERSHIP CARD AND ENJOY 20% OFF AT ALL SHOPS NOW! says:RANDOM?!
peixin. says:that is the club you joined!
I WAN MY MEMBERSHIP CARD!!!!!! ): says:LOL!!! NO!!! that one club name...
I WAN MY MEMBERSHIP CARD!!!!!! ): says:must say every 5 minutes!!!
NABIL PLEDGED LOYALTY TO ME and he is LOVIN IT.GET THE LOYALTY TO ASHLIE MEMBERSHIP CARD AND ENJOY 20% OFF AT ALL SHOPS NOW! says:5?!
NABIL PLEDGED LOYALTY TO ME and he is LOVIN IT.GET THE LOYALTY TO ASHLIE MEMBERSHIP CARD AND ENJOY 20% OFF AT ALL SHOPS NOW! says:SURE?!
peixin. says:yes!
NABIL PLEDGED LOYALTY TO ME and he is LOVIN IT.GET THE LOYALTY TO ASHLIE MEMBERSHIP CARD AND ENJOY 20% OFF AT ALL SHOPS NOW! says:SAY IT OUT IN MATH LESSON
NABIL PLEDGED LOYALTY TO ME and he is LOVIN IT.GET THE LOYALTY TO ASHLIE MEMBERSHIP CARD AND ENJOY 20% OFF AT ALL SHOPS NOW! says:SEE WHAT MISS LIM DOES TO YOU
I WAN MY MEMBERSHIP CARD!!!!!! ): says:I DUN CARE!!!
peixin. says:hahaha.
I WAN MY MEMBERSHIP CARD!!!!!! ): says:I SHOUT IN EVERYCLASS LAH!!!
peixin. says: she will stare at you.
I WAN MY MEMBERSHIP CARD!!!!!! ): says:IN HALL OSO!!!!
peixin. says: COOL!
peixin. says: make sure ah!
I WAN MY MEMBERSHIP CARD!!!!!! ): says:i ask ms lim join PEIXIN IS CUTE!!!
NABIL PLEDGED LOYALTY TO ME and he is LOVIN IT.GET THE LOYALTY TO ASHLIE MEMBERSHIP CARD AND ENJOY 20% OFF AT ALL SHOPS NOW! says:I'LL BE WAITING FOR IT
NABIL PLEDGED LOYALTY TO ME and he is LOVIN IT.GET THE LOYALTY TO ASHLIE MEMBERSHIP CARD AND ENJOY 20% OFF AT ALL SHOPS NOW! says:when you join a club you AGREE to all terms
peixin. says:yes, agree.
peixin. says:either that or you have to carry out what the fine print says
I WAN MY MEMBERSHIP CARD!!!!!! ): says:what does it say???
NABIL PLEDGED LOYALTY TO ME and he is LOVIN IT.GET THE LOYALTY TO ASHLIE MEMBERSHIP CARD AND ENJOY 20% OFF AT ALL SHOPS NOW! says:HAHAHAH.
peixin. says: it says... any member who fails to meet the terms and conditions will have to run around stark naked in the parade square during both recess the entire week.
suddenly, im not so depressed. thanks guys.
love, px 9:38 PM
I tried. I really did.
and you had to end it.
and you had to end it.
im depressed.
love, px 11:21 AM
Friday, April 10, 2009
I LOVE PASIR RIS. <3>
Ms Milhan once said: "You know you done your best when you end the
game and want to do nothing but to sit down and catch your breath"Yihui added that if you still have the energy to talk to you
friends, you havent put in your best.
When I finished the run with that aching hip, I didnt want to talk, i didnt want to compare. I just wanted to catch my breath, reconstruct my thinking. I challanged myeself throughout the run, telling myself never ever to give up. I didnt. And even though this the best result i have ever achieved, I gave in my best, and that's all that matters.
Anyway,
Mass run was fun!
Mass run, attendance was really horrible cause there was loads of marshals and dancers from our class. But, I think we did well! Great job guys!
Finally got our class tee which is really awesome though a few wrong sizes. Even though i tried on my own size, it felt small. :(
But it any case, it was great.
love, px 12:14 PM
Friday, April 03, 2009
Make up SC is tmr.
Im extremely nervous.
Im scared i screwed up.
Anyway, for those who didnt realise, i've taken off my braces and im now wearing retainers, that's why I speak funny. Im not eating and talking at the same time!
Im extremely nervous.
Im scared i screwed up.
Anyway, for those who didnt realise, i've taken off my braces and im now wearing retainers, that's why I speak funny. Im not eating and talking at the same time!
love, px 11:50 PM
Thursday, April 02, 2009
Peiyi > do not say that i skipped mei ri yi jiang! I did not okayy. I
had to get my retainers! I have proof. go ask Ms Sim if you really want
to.
Eddy> alrights. Im really exhausted.Debbie> hoho, bet you miss your parents
Im extremely exhausted. 3.2 km today and a week's worth of non sleeping nights is killing me. Im exhausted, mentally, physically and emotionally. Im so exhausted my hands and legs are trembling involuntarily.
I didnt want to cry over him, but i did.
I didnt want to break my rules about sitting under void decks on the way home, but i did.
I didnt want to break my rules about resting my chin on railings, but i did.
I didnt want to break my rule of stopping to walk despite extreme exhaustion, but i did.
I didnt want to feel so hurt, but i did.
I didnt want to not eat, but i did.
I didnt want to not do my homework, but I did.
I didnt want to tremble as if ive got parkinston, but i am.
I didnt want to feel sad and make my friends worried, but I did.
I didnt want to rush around and torture my body, but i did.
I didnt want to feel so tired and not be able to sleep, but i did.
I didnt want to cry, but i did.
I didnt want to be so strict on myself, but i am.
I didnt want my mum to be so worried about me when I return home unhappy, but I did
I dont want to break all my will, but.. I did.
someone help me fight all these sadness away please.
Preferably, you.
love, px 10:22 PM