I WANT TO GO TO FALL OUT BOYS CONCERT!
I WANT TO GO TO FALL OUT BOYS CONCERT!
I WANT TO GO TO FALL OUT BOYS CONCERT!

*SCREAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMS*

and it's affordable! *screams more*

AND AIZAL WANTS TO GO TOO! *screams louder*

*coughcough*

Alright, imma go find a way to ask my mummy.

HAPPY CNY TO ALL OF YOU HOT PEOPLE! * wahahaha, im hottest though!*

Hot peixin here is gonna be in hot malaysia (literally) from 24th to 27th. Miss me but dont lose the cny mood! [:

school has been quite hot, but uh.. boring too. Esp. when it's lessons that are so un-hot. (Lol. No idea why I'm speaking in Hot language, but I am!) Have been in drama mama mode recently and IT'S SO HIGH~ Love it! [: Catch phrases like " wheres your butt" and " whatzzup, whatzzup?!" = FUN + HIGHNESS TO THE MAX. Plus outings to orchard with honey and ktv with my beloved ogls <3 just really made my week. It just cancels out the horrible horrible week i had last week.

Group pictures. [:
* no, i didnt photoshop them cause it's freaking 11.10 now and i need to wake up at 4.am tmr. For more pictures, get user id and pw for photobucket albums from joel & Gigi.

OGLS OF 1/7 '09 , i love love love you guys so much! wahhahaha.

Aizal baby, i love you too! [:

Name: Tan Peixin
Class: 3/6
Class i took: 1/7

At the beginning of the camp when i first met my group, i was really disappointed that they were not enthusiastic or 'high', i am pretty sure that my other ogl friends thought so too. But we remembered that as OGLs, we were supposed to support them and get them to be enthusiastic and enjoy the camp, so we started to mingle with them and motivated them to cheer. Just let go of themselves and enjoy the 2 day camp. I was really happy that all of them did so and really enjoyed themselves. A peek in their camp booklets really made us, ogl's day cause the comments were all really positive. It warmed out hearts and made us love our campers even more. I felt really appreciated and rewarded. In a small but inspiring way. It made me want to do more and continue to touch more people. (not literally, duh!) At the end of the 2 day camp, I really felt that I have inspired or touched the Sec 1, as much as they have inspired me.

Dear 1/7,
Secondary school life is really different from primary school life. I hope you guys had a good start during the camp and learnt something about our school. Studies will be getting tougher and if you need help, whether in studies, friends or just need someone to talk to, you have your ogls who will always, always be here for you! Thank you for touching my life and inspiring me so much. I am sorry if i have scolded you guys or did something that you didn't like. Please do not take it to heart as it is difficult to guide you guys when you dont cooperate. But im so glad that you guys enjoyed yourself! Shriram, dont feel sad about not having a good friend yet, it takes times to make a friend you can trust in who will understand you and share your pains. Well, to be honest, at sec3, i have not found mine yet! So dont worry, you are not an out cast or anything of that such. You just haven't found the right one ( no, im not talking about girlfriends here). One step at a time! 1/7, i love you and im glad i got your class.[:

hello.

Im dreading school. Seriously dreading it.

I didnt want to go to school on friday, that why i made myself not sleep even though at around 11 pm, when i realise that i wasnt feeling well and at the verge of falling sick, i did not sleep. When i woke up, i prayed hard that mummy will let me not go to school and a las, i had a fever.

I went back to sleep happily and woke up at 11, happy. Not exactly freshed eyes (it will take a week's worth of sleep for that) but happy.

Dress up with my new vest ( I couldnt help it, i couldnt wait till cny!) and curled my hair and went out with mummy, bro and bro's gf to pick my sis up from np and went for lunch at chinatown. Tooth hurt.

Bro and bro's gf went off later on and dropped sis at mrt station before mummy & I went to bugis. went to look for the shop i was looking for, the shop was a dissapointment but i was damn happy with the new pair of shoes. *beams proudly* there is almost no reasons to look forward to CNY! and and next friday is OGL OUTING. super excited! Went on to buy some cny stuff and then went to bugis junction. Didnt get anything there and then went to the car which i can proudly say, I SAVED MY MUM FROM A $20 FINE![:

ohwells. So that was my day.

and it sucks that the 2 things that had once made me excited to go to school are both now the things that make me wanna hug the pillar and refuse to go to school.

"Freshly salted wounds"
No other words.

CHUN YONG. LOOK IN THE CAMERA LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
have i told you how much i love the OGLs of my group and ninja bob?

YES. I LOVE YOU GUYS![:

While waiting for yihui to be done with the HUGE list of things i need to do.
I shall blog.

Netballers, Im sorry if i was giving attitude/ a face today.
Im really really stressed up by everything.
First, there is maths and chemistry and everything that still sounds like french to me.
Secondly, I can't take getting instructions at cannon speed, and having to do a mountain load of work. I am really really drained. This goes for both scmc and school.
Thirdly, I'm really pushing myself to the limit where i know i will break down and cry ( already did) and then taking more work load on myself. Which really really suck. I want to give up. Just walk and away and make it seem like i never existed. I was never i-c of whatever or anything.
Fourthly, I was on the verge of crying while doing straight highs and everything. Sorry Zi en, i know i scared you but the fall was really that extra pull that would make that tiny thread i was hanging by break and make me fall to bits.

Im really really stressed out.
and yes joel ong, when i breathe hard just now during the meeting, i was gonna cry.

Hee, sorry boyfriend. I couldnt help it. I had to post these. HEE!

Sorry la, havent been seeing you much or calling you much recently cause of cca/ maincomm/ ya da and yada. SORRY! *hugs* I know you'll forgive me. :D

Orientation camp 2009
First day.
I was really sticking with the OGL in the beginning cause of how im afraid to make friends at start, but after a while, i realise that if all the OGLs were gonna do that, nothing will come up of it, so.. we started to mix with them.

At first, every one was really shy with one and other and the sec 1s were afraid to respond. Then after some ice breakers and team dynamics, they started to open up a little. That was a start.

After wards, we had songs and cheers and the express side was quiet cause i guess, it's how it works huh. Then we had mass games, where 1/7 really started to have fun and open up. Im sorry if i scared you at first! I get really jumpy during games, you see. ;P

Then it was lunch, where i sat close to Cedric and Shriram and I found out how much this kids could eat! Finishing 2 packets each at the time where i was finishing my one packet! Yes, these kids have HUGE appetite and are fast eater. Oh, and they talk a lot too. Hahaha! We had songs and cheers and cedric kept complaining about how stupid 'wind beneath my wings' was and how much better air supply and westlife would be. It was quite funny actually. But yes, 1/7 warmed up a lot more and started to cheer.

Then we had station games again. ( im refering to the schedule, i cant really rmb what they were) Then had tea break, where i ate loads of biscuit. After that was campfire preparation where i was already dead- beat. So got them to settle down and then settle what we were gna have and started to cheer. Maincomms came over to help, so it was a relief cause we were all really tired. 1/7 really hyped up after that, and it was really much of a relief.

Had group debrief and it was fast and i didnt really listened cause I was really really tired. Just ask Joel lim or Chun yong. ( Ya la Joel, lazy la. )

Day 2
Woke up late, I woke up at 7.05 when we were supposed to meet at 7.15. Thank god mummy woke up or else i would have continued sleeping.

Rush to school, and saw Farly on the way. Went to school together, we were both caught but we were both pretty happy that at least we weren't alone. Hahaha.

Settled down into groups cause all the campers came early and then mixed around with them and found out that many of them were really excited about coming to camp! :D We had mass game after that and it was pretty fun cause we kept winning! Hahaha, okay la, it was fine that lost too.

Lunch was okay, food sucked again but the group i sat with was fun. Only girl there but I was okay about it cause it's like a family. It was funny seeing them transfer water to the bottles and yes, it was pretty funny where i made a mistake and ended up 'wetting' my pants with water from the cup. Joel and I were pretty shock about cedric eating 3 packets, but it was heart warming to know that they are nice to each other to the extend of knowing how much each other could eat and taking packets of rice for each other. A-W-W-W .

Had campfire preparation and it was pretty messy and flustered but it ended up okay la. Went up to the hall for orientation talk and got a headache from it. Fell asleep and then was woken up with the applause for i dont know who. Headache lasted for a long time, from 2.30 - 7+. Thank god for the 2 panadol from ain or else it might have lasted longer.

Area cleaning was funny and Dinner was much much better, obviously Campfire was the best la!

Every one was pretty hyped during campfire and I was pretty much jumping every time we stood up. Hahahaha. 1/7 A a.k.a NINJA BOB got a prize for some value thing and we were damn damn high. Hahaha. Oh yeah, we kept doing the Hiro clap at random moments and it was funny [:

"Gimme one Hiro clap!"
*claps*
"YATA!" With both hands up.

So overall, i had a fun group of OGLs and campers and I must say, I love all of you. No matter how much you fustrate me at the beginning, i have forgotten them and only remember all the happy stuff i did with you guys and how you guys made me touched numerous times. Remember ah... I dont want any one of you going to the commerce room other then for studying hor!

OGLs,this is to Humairah, Joel, Andrea, Chun Yong, Yan Jun! thank you for everything. It was you guys who made this experience even more unforgetable and thank you for remembering everything that i couldnt remember ( which was pretty much everything). And and taking care of me since im always injuring myself. Oh and Joel, sorry la, always hit your head and all, just trying to grow taller you know! ( wahahahah, ya right!)

Got so much to say to you all! I love love love you all yeah! And gimme your email adds? I got none of you guy's. No idea how to get though. Tag me if you wanna gimme your email. :D

Happy birthday to me[:
and zijian, wenzi, yan sheng [ whose birthdays were yesterday] and lastly vivien [ whose birthday is tmr]

Yes, so im 15 now.
And being 15 doesnt feel much different from being 14.
But, i must say i have really learnt alot from that 1 year.
I tolerate a lot more now and yes, i dont comment as much anymore.
Experience taught me that no matter how much i didn't like anything that was out of my control, i will have to live with it, criticizing it or complaining about it was not going to help me and it will just make everyone else's life miserable, so why not try to change it?
Hate someone? Keep it to yourself, or better, try to like her! Even though it wasn't easy, i made myself try. and guess what? I made a great friend.
Hate her hair? Too bad, it's her's. As long as your's is fine, DONT LOOK AT HER'S.

Yes, still very bimbo. But i'm learning.

Thank you my beloved girl; Bianca, Debbie, Jay Ying and Zoey for celebrating my birthday.
It wasn't fullerton and a ballroom but it touched me. I know i ain't super glu close to you guys and I had fallen out with you guys before but you remembered, and bothered. And that is really really nice. Thank you for being there when i was down about not having my family with me on my birthday and about knowing i'll be dissapointed again. Thank you for being such great friends even though i was such a dunce for not appreciating. Thank you girls, for everything.


Thank you my beloved boyfriend who bought that awesomely cute cupcake to celebrate my birthday and being there when i cried about having daddy in florida on my bday. Many things have happened but we are strong, right? Thank you for the present, even though you dont want to tell me what it is and i can only open it later.

Thank you april, laraine, peklian, melvin, hui shan, zi jian, ain, hazirah, ameera, derrick, winyew, chea yee, chu quan, serene, xiang qi, peiyi, joey and yuxuan(lol. i know you forgot at first. ) for remembering. *tight hug*

Thank you 3/6 and the netballers for the birthday song.

I love you all.

p.s. i really hope i get a backpack later on when i open my presents! *eep* a pencil case will be nice too!

First day of school was really boring.
But yes! Im sitting with beloved WINYEW. And yes, he is happy too, just that he minds when i flick my finger on his face. ( Yes, i know it hurts!)

'Celebrated' joey's birthday after school at 883 then went home to realise I DIDNT RETURN THE CLASS KEY!
Panicked and phoned jieen to ask her what to do. She told me but i still worried so went back to school to return it.

Watched Lady cop and Papa crook with dad, mum and peikai today so that we can spent time tgt before dad goes to usa for 2 weeks. Movie was HORRIBLE. Newspaper still said 4 1/2 star out of 5.

My tummy hurts. :(