Aspiring fashion designer who cant sew for nuts.
Love being the eye behind the camera and posting aged pictures. Obsesses over high waisted shorts and connector rings. Currently searching for bands to follow and love acoustic to the max.
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Friday, December 11, 2009
Its 5 in the morning and i couldnt fall asleep. Sleeping in the room with th aircon made my nose runny, sleeping on the couch was cosy but both ways i couldnt sleep. So, at 5 in the morning, i did my chinese summary!
I feel like a bad person right now cause i forgot to wish serene happy birthday and hazel's birthday is technically tmr but to all you sleeping people, its the day after, but i havent thought of a good gift yet. Uh, can i give you guys your presents after im back? the presents will be better than if i rush one now~
Met up with the girls and syariff today and it sucks that i felt so awkward, i was feeling so self conscious and i watched them tell inside jokes and that sucks. ohgees.
Watched a finnish movie at great world city with the scmc peeps and it was pretty awesome cause we havent been out together before. And it was pretty funny how marcus kept hoping someone died in the movie and 5 people did. so marcus was pretty much like "oh, going to die, going to die." Oh, and we threw popcorns at each other despite being ambassadors of the school. Har har.
(i think my sis woke up, it will be funny when she's shock to see me here.)
Highlights tmr and im excited. (no, not like exciting activities sort of highlights, like coloured hair highlights.) Oh, and most prolly painting my nails with the new french manicure set i bought. I just hope i dont fail so many time, my lungs get intoxicated with alcohol.
I feel like a bad person right now cause i forgot to wish serene happy birthday and hazel's birthday is technically tmr but to all you sleeping people, its the day after, but i havent thought of a good gift yet. Uh, can i give you guys your presents after im back? the presents will be better than if i rush one now~
Met up with the girls and syariff today and it sucks that i felt so awkward, i was feeling so self conscious and i watched them tell inside jokes and that sucks. ohgees.
Watched a finnish movie at great world city with the scmc peeps and it was pretty awesome cause we havent been out together before. And it was pretty funny how marcus kept hoping someone died in the movie and 5 people did. so marcus was pretty much like "oh, going to die, going to die." Oh, and we threw popcorns at each other despite being ambassadors of the school. Har har.
(i think my sis woke up, it will be funny when she's shock to see me here.)
Highlights tmr and im excited. (no, not like exciting activities sort of highlights, like coloured hair highlights.) Oh, and most prolly painting my nails with the new french manicure set i bought. I just hope i dont fail so many time, my lungs get intoxicated with alcohol.
and lying there on my bed and couch, i was wondering why the hell i emphasise on my birthday so much. i know you're wondering too. And then i realised that it was cause i never had much friends, and when you are insignificant, and the only day that is significant comes about, you'll like to shout it to the world and dance around. At least i do. And well, there are people who others love a lot, they think about getting birthday presents for them 5 months before the day comes, and they are people who birthday passes to have people go oh ya hor, its her birthday, oh well.
And i fall in the latter.
I didnt go to causeway on wednesday at what might have been the most probable time to see that guy for a reason, and yet the day i said his the one i would NOT like to see the entire holiday, i saw you with your stupid brown hair.
I tried not to hate you,
i told myself it was fine,
but i found out that it wasnt,
now you're just a pain in the ass.
gee, who knew, im a poet.
and though this is really inappropriate, isk, i need a hug.
love, px 5:34 AM