My head is light and my hands are trembling and my senses are not working and it's not even as if Im gonna see him or what. No, IM NOT GOING TO SEE HIM. Im just on panadol. And trying to stay awake because if i don't, i wont be able to fall asleep tonight. Feels horrible lah. :( and Ive been sick so many times ever since netball clinic and even had to give up obs! Stupid stupid obs. That's probably one of the things i'll regret about when I lie on my death bed. So yeah, that's why I always walk away from the endless conversation asw, isk and sya have. NO I DONT WANNA LISTEN TO HOW YOU PEOPLE KAYAKED OR ARE GOING TO KAYAK. :( I really dont!