I've got a lot of things in my mind right now. How we missed out the competition for aces day, how you behaved, how the concert went, what did people think, how i always give in and then to find out that you take them all ungratefully, how you always go back to where hurts the most thinking this time it wouldnt, how you never actually thought of how i felt, how is probably gonna drop into a dark pit, how everything seems to didn't go right. I'm tired, tired of whats going through my head and what shouldn't be.

And I'm not gonna give you an advice on your relationship. I'm not worthy of doing so. I screwed up mine.