It feels funny. Feels light and yet at the same time somber. But I've gotten my answer, and since I did, I should move forward and not look back. Ive been doing too much of that recently and that has been taking a toll on my emotions and my attention span, and not to mention the quality of sleep. Plus, I think my asw and farl have enough things on their hand to worry about me. 3 days of moping around is enough enough enough and Im gonna pull myself together and move on. I dont want to dwell on it and Im gonna make sure I don't.

Studies is number ONE priority right now and despite having not done too well for the o level for normal mt, Im still gonna work hard and do well for the written papers! Cause I know I can do it even if my grades says otherwise. I'm sure that if I find the right method, I will be able to do it. PEIXIN FIGHTING~

I got back results for e.math and Im really happy. I did my work and I made sure I understood before i sat down for the fight and throughout the paper, I was going "peixin, you must get a1, peixin you must get a1, peixin you must get a1!" And I did and thus Im really proud of myself. Im gonna keep this up and make sure I remain consistent, even for end of years which is extremely crucial!

Im in the mood to self motivate and I want to make sure Im happy that I found out what I had been dying to find out so as to put down the heavy rock that has been weighing down my heart these 4 months, my head is quite clear now (ok, maybe not. I think im getting a headache) and I know that despite the hangover Im gonna get from tmr onwards but Im determined to move on, get my life back, enjoy sec 3 till hell knocks on the door when the holidays end in Jan 2.
Im determined to stay, well single till fate does it magic and nature takes in course and whatever he had said.
Im determined, to be who I want to be.