you know how sometimes you know you'll be disappointed and you still do it? and afterwards you just feel so dumb you did it? ive been doing that. so yeah. if you see me looking down. im not craving for attention. im just not feeling good. plus with the tummyache that plagued me for 2 days without stopping and how unwell ive been feeling, im just feeling a whole loads of shitiness.

but thank you to asw and farls for cheering me up when i was so fucking down yesterday. really sucked la.

Anyways, i started twittering so that i could you know.. show some people how annoying it can get and well. show some people who are using the fake vers to well, stop using fake stuff. =='

Oh, I'm extrememly annoyed by the amount and number of trainee teachers dumped onto us this year. Look, just because we are secondary 3 doesn't mean we are unimportant. If you want to experiment, look for the secondary 1 classes who are currently enjoying the life of simplicity and non-complexity. We ain't your guinea pigs who are there for you to experiment. Another option for you if for you to try it out with classes that aren't struggling. If you are complaining about our class not reaching the standards, then shouldn't you be giving us better teachers like Mdm Jo and etc instead of teachers who are from pre- nie? Im serious. It's not only unfair to us that we are getting unexperienced teachers but also that we have to get use to another teacher's way of teaching when we just gotten use to one. It's not fair that we are blamed for not doing well when we are given teachers who are not teaching well. We've gotten 2 teachers who are new to the school's method, 2 changes of teachers (One who is also new to the school) and 2 trainee teacher, with one more coming up. And mind you, we have 8 subjects. Already with 6 teachers that are new/ changed. And you keep driling that we are preparing for the big O that is coming up next year? Yeah, how important is that to you when you keep changing our teachers?!