Aspiring fashion designer who cant sew for nuts.
Love being the eye behind the camera and posting aged pictures. Obsesses over high waisted shorts and connector rings. Currently searching for bands to follow and love acoustic to the max.
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Friday, July 17, 2009
Tell me whats the use of making promises or conditions as you put it if you werent sincere. Tell me why you said sorry when it wasnt genuine. Tell me what does sorry mean to you.
What does friend mean to you? Someone you will talk to when you like it and ignore for the rest of the day when you feel like it? Someone you claim you love but you dont even fucking talk to when you are sitting less then 3 seats away? Is a friend someone you dont even care to tell the truth to?
What does a hug mean to you? Something you do when you are feeling lonely cause you lost your boyfriend or a gesture to show that you care? A thing you did cause you felt like it or a thing you did so you relieve your friend's pain by that little bit you're capable of?
What does "I'll be there for you" mean? Another phrase you read off the internet and just had to use it or a phrase you said because you care and really meant it? It's just another stupid empty promises that its said too many times and had slowly stopped making sense. Just another stupid phrase everyone uses because they thought it was sweet. It aint sweet until you actually say it with your heart and actually mean it. Being there for you is appearing at the meeting point with your favorite snack when you sms "Im upset" and being when grounded. It's being around for long walks when you need it and diverting the subject when you're on the verge of breaking down. It's giving advice when you just rejected another guy and you're feeling bad about it. It's about giving you support on your first date. It's about not abandoning you or not ignoring you. It's more then just saying those 5 words.
What does all this mean to you? Just another post made by an another teenager eager to seek attention or a post made because she needs help?
What does friend mean to you? Someone you will talk to when you like it and ignore for the rest of the day when you feel like it? Someone you claim you love but you dont even fucking talk to when you are sitting less then 3 seats away? Is a friend someone you dont even care to tell the truth to?
What does a hug mean to you? Something you do when you are feeling lonely cause you lost your boyfriend or a gesture to show that you care? A thing you did cause you felt like it or a thing you did so you relieve your friend's pain by that little bit you're capable of?
What does "I'll be there for you" mean? Another phrase you read off the internet and just had to use it or a phrase you said because you care and really meant it? It's just another stupid empty promises that its said too many times and had slowly stopped making sense. Just another stupid phrase everyone uses because they thought it was sweet. It aint sweet until you actually say it with your heart and actually mean it. Being there for you is appearing at the meeting point with your favorite snack when you sms "Im upset" and being when grounded. It's being around for long walks when you need it and diverting the subject when you're on the verge of breaking down. It's giving advice when you just rejected another guy and you're feeling bad about it. It's about giving you support on your first date. It's about not abandoning you or not ignoring you. It's more then just saying those 5 words.
What does all this mean to you? Just another post made by an another teenager eager to seek attention or a post made because she needs help?
ihatespendingfridaysaloneathome.
yay'friends'.
Go on, blame me for being hateful. For being unkind with words. For not having much friends. Go on. It's not like you haven't done that already. Blame me for complaining about everything under the sun, dissing strangers and not being cool enough for your cigerrettes and sluttish videos. Go on for not turning up for those appt your smsed me about when you had no one else to go out with. Im not your booty call. Im not going to fcuking apologise anymore. Because it aint fucking my fault you people are ignoring me. How many times already? When I apologised over things that are your fault? Melvin was right. It's probably time I stop thinking for others and start thinking of myself. Fuck you.
love, px 4:06 PM