I'm sick of falling. I'm sick of being crashed into. I'm sick of having weak knees after every training, sick of people talking about me getting injured as if I'm doing on purpose to get attention. Sick of going home injured, looking for my knee guard, sick of dealing with unconstructive comments and snide remarks that goes "yah, or else you will sprain your ankle like peixin" giggles, or "eh, how many times already ah?" laugh as if it was funny. I'm sick of pretending like it didn't affect me. I'm sick of falling, having it hurt alot and still have to smile and stand up and pretend it didn't hurt. I'm sick of having people not see me when I'm on the floor and then trip over me, having to go through the pain twice in row. I'm sick of you guys not watching where you run and run into me and have people say I'm clumsy. So yeah, It's my fault when hit that stupid teachers table that had been there for so long, but it isn't my fault when I get crashed into there when I have stood there for so long right?! For the records, IT FUCKING HURTS. IT FUCKING HURTS EVERYTIME I SPRAIN IT AND EVERYTIME I FALL AND EVERY EVERY TIME YOU FUCKING SHOOT STUPID COMMENTS THAT ARE EXTREMELY INCONSTUCTIVE. I dont fucking shout this in your face cause that will be rude and I dont wanna be rude. What am I supposed to say anyway? "Oh, well, at least it isn't black and ugly like you?" Well no, I'm not rude, so instead of burning you, I smile. And that doesnt fucking mean I don't mind you saying shit. fcuk off already. I know I have to learn to land safely when I try harder for the ball than you people because I dont fcuking have the height to just reach, you guys didn't know that, did you?