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Saturday, June 06, 2009
Hello.
Foremost, I wanna complain about the lack of aswini and farlee darlings in my life. IT'S A BORE! Even that less than 5 minute catch up that day made me so happy! I need my dose of you girls! So yeah, you know the number, dial it and book me okay! I'm LOOKING FORWARD~

Secondly, I'm not gonna talk about the haircut nor am i gonna post pictures. See it for yourself. :D

Thirdly, MARTIN LOUIS. You haven't friggin told me when you are free! I need to arrange for Kausala outing! *strangles*

Forthly, I miss kausala as well. I have seen everyone except Andrew. Well, like a less than 5 minute brief talk. Except for Iskandar who introduced me to the awesomest badminton court EVER. You have kids on the car (that I still dont know how it moves by itself) going in the middle of the court during an half intense game with the Dragon warriors. (oh yeah, sorry iskandar, I kept causing you to lose. Dont worry, I'm gonna brush up! :D And Kausala, tell me if you can make it for a movie on 13th,21st. Uh, we could watch... Monsters. Hahahahahah. So yeah, to Jian Qi, Syariff, Aswini, Farls who I know reads my blog, TELL ME.

Fifth, Sports camp was a waste of my time i tell you. I demand my 2 days back. I could have gone for Chemistry Remedial! OR even that meeting at Evg which I think was worth more than this stupid camp. GAHHHH. And to make things worse, the games were unfair and unjustified. How could you have the standing broad jump for unisex! Dude, if you havent realise, guy's A is 237, while girls is 175(Not sure)! Even at 200cm, it was impossible to win! You crazy people. And what the fuck were you people thinking, judging sprint by having 5 people run at the same time?! Gah! And before some people start saying Im being a sore loser, think again. Unless you are Usain Bolt who could run perhaps 20m infront of his competitors without false starting, it is impossible to show who is first or second. Argh!

Lastly, Im still considering if I should continue on to be Advisor for the Sports Carnival Main Commitee next year. I know Hazel a.k.a cutiepie and Kaili (yea babeh) is continuing, as well as marcus low. The rest of the very few sec 3 are not. Im just afraid that Im not at the level to be a advisor. Though as Hazel as put it, as overall in charge I would know what is best, and it's already the most compared to all the rest of them who were not OIC plus the Sec 4 wont be around. Furthermore, if Im not advisor next year, there won't be any advisors and we might as well be ready for it to fail. Cause right now Im the only one who could be advisor next year. But Im afraid. Im afraid that im not competent enough, Im worried about the lack of competency - compared to Yihui, even she was 100%, I am but only 60%. I don't wanna let SC fall in my hands. It had already once failed. I do not enjoy failure, and do not wish to see it happen again. Furthermore, there is the big O next year that I'm pretty sure I can't make it. I'm barely making it for Sec 3, how is it possible to make it for Sec 4? Argh. The stress!

The evg meeting today was horrid. It was lame, boring and it was one of the worse meetings I've been to. The leaders were not being leaders, the pupils were not organized, no one understood what the roles were, no solid instructions were given, and the Chief Liason Officers were -to put it frankly, Lousy. I wanted to be part of the 10th year celebration so that I can put all these new found knowledge to use for SC. However, I'm hesistating now. Im not sure if want to put up with all these lousy meetings every saturday, not sure if I want to occupy myself so bad. Perhaps I should give up.

love, px 7:17 PM





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