Aspiring fashion designer who cant sew for nuts.
Love being the eye behind the camera and posting aged pictures. Obsesses over high waisted shorts and connector rings. Currently searching for bands to follow and love acoustic to the max.
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Saturday, May 02, 2009
hello you.
Ive been making an effort to bond with kau sallah recently. (Im gonna continue to call ourself kau sallah till you guys come up with a better name. Kau sallah is kinda.. awkward.)
As you all know, we fooled around on wednesday, 'played' soccer on thursday. I studied with Jian Qi on friday, which he taught me how to do physics.( No, you are not allowed to guffaw right here) We actually went to study at 768 Macdonalds. It alright once you tune out all the blasting of music and really weird conversations of random strangers. In another words, find a better place if you can.
Went jogging/ RUNNING with Iskandar (MY 8 YEARS BEST FRIEND AND COUNTING :D) today and it was a great run! Ran for 16 minutes and walked for 30 minutes. Really had a heart to heart talk and as usual, felt great. Talking to him really helps distract myself from thinking about that certain someone. who im certain has moved on and forgot about me. Cause I would be giving advice and listening to some strange stories he always have. Like making tomatoes appear ANYWHERE in one's body. Hahahaha.
" You have an ability to look as cheerful as always even when there's a million things going on in your mind. That's what i admire about you" -Iskandar.
I... tend to hide some stuffs cause i dont know how to express them. I do crazy stuff to avoid breaking down with all that emotion going through me. When I saw how unhappy farlee was that day, alot went through me. Concern, care and alot of memories of what i did and well, experiences that were bitter sweet. But crying together wasnt gonna help anyone of us, would it? Prolly scare the shit out of Mr wee tho. Yeah, I agree that i do think alot and they tend to be more prominent when im all alone, that when I think a lot and no one is there to distract me. I do cry in class at time, a tear or two. And I think Win Yew realises, just that he doesnt dare to say anything. Im sad, but i dont need the world to cry with me, cause that's not gonna help, will it? But that said, I dont want you to do what im doing. Come to me when you are thinking about her and feeling down about it. Anytime you feel like the world is crashing down and you cant take it anymore. I'm here to lend a hand to help you hold it up. Just no more fast food yeah?
Ive been making an effort to bond with kau sallah recently. (Im gonna continue to call ourself kau sallah till you guys come up with a better name. Kau sallah is kinda.. awkward.)
As you all know, we fooled around on wednesday, 'played' soccer on thursday. I studied with Jian Qi on friday, which he taught me how to do physics.( No, you are not allowed to guffaw right here) We actually went to study at 768 Macdonalds. It alright once you tune out all the blasting of music and really weird conversations of random strangers. In another words, find a better place if you can.
Went jogging/ RUNNING with Iskandar (MY 8 YEARS BEST FRIEND AND COUNTING :D) today and it was a great run! Ran for 16 minutes and walked for 30 minutes. Really had a heart to heart talk and as usual, felt great. Talking to him really helps distract myself from thinking about that certain someone. who im certain has moved on and forgot about me. Cause I would be giving advice and listening to some strange stories he always have. Like making tomatoes appear ANYWHERE in one's body. Hahahaha.
" You have an ability to look as cheerful as always even when there's a million things going on in your mind. That's what i admire about you" -Iskandar.
I... tend to hide some stuffs cause i dont know how to express them. I do crazy stuff to avoid breaking down with all that emotion going through me. When I saw how unhappy farlee was that day, alot went through me. Concern, care and alot of memories of what i did and well, experiences that were bitter sweet. But crying together wasnt gonna help anyone of us, would it? Prolly scare the shit out of Mr wee tho. Yeah, I agree that i do think alot and they tend to be more prominent when im all alone, that when I think a lot and no one is there to distract me. I do cry in class at time, a tear or two. And I think Win Yew realises, just that he doesnt dare to say anything. Im sad, but i dont need the world to cry with me, cause that's not gonna help, will it? But that said, I dont want you to do what im doing. Come to me when you are thinking about her and feeling down about it. Anytime you feel like the world is crashing down and you cant take it anymore. I'm here to lend a hand to help you hold it up. Just no more fast food yeah?
love, px 11:06 PM