I tried.
But...
What melvin said reminded me of everything i was trying to forget.
How every tiny little thing will remind me of him.
cause every tiny little bit of me contains a huge giant chunk of him.
Like how my waterbottle is a gift from him cause i lost mine and he didnt want to be get scolded.
How my bag was something he liked and i didnt and finally bought it.
How our watch was supposed to be a couple watch.
How our pencil cases were of the same brand and almost same colour.
How my phone charm reminded him of how bimbo i was getting.
How we fought over my phone malfunctioning.
And the shirt im wearing.. cause i bought it korea, where we went together.
the hairstyle which he considered was prettiest.

the lips, the cheeks, the forehead.
every every bit of me with a huge bit of him.
i do miss you.