Peiyi > do not say that i skipped mei ri yi jiang! I did not okayy. I
had to get my retainers! I have proof. go ask Ms Sim if you really want
to.

Eddy> alrights. Im really exhausted.

Debbie> hoho, bet you miss your parents

Im extremely exhausted. 3.2 km today and a week's worth of non sleeping nights is killing me. Im exhausted, mentally, physically and emotionally. Im so exhausted my hands and legs are trembling involuntarily.

I didnt want to cry over him, but i did.
I didnt want to break my rules about sitting under void decks on the way home, but i did.
I didnt want to break my rules about resting my chin on railings, but i did.
I didnt want to break my rule of stopping to walk despite extreme exhaustion, but i did.
I didnt want to feel so hurt, but i did.
I didnt want to not eat, but i did.
I didnt want to not do my homework, but I did.
I didnt want to tremble as if ive got parkinston, but i am.
I didnt want to feel sad and make my friends worried, but I did.
I didnt want to rush around and torture my body, but i did.
I didnt want to feel so tired and not be able to sleep, but i did.
I didnt want to cry, but i did.
I didnt want to be so strict on myself, but i am.
I didnt want my mum to be so worried about me when I return home unhappy, but I did

I dont want to break all my will, but.. I did.
someone help me fight all these sadness away please.
Preferably, you.