While waiting for yihui to be done with the HUGE list of things i need to do.
I shall blog.

Netballers, Im sorry if i was giving attitude/ a face today.
Im really really stressed up by everything.
First, there is maths and chemistry and everything that still sounds like french to me.
Secondly, I can't take getting instructions at cannon speed, and having to do a mountain load of work. I am really really drained. This goes for both scmc and school.
Thirdly, I'm really pushing myself to the limit where i know i will break down and cry ( already did) and then taking more work load on myself. Which really really suck. I want to give up. Just walk and away and make it seem like i never existed. I was never i-c of whatever or anything.
Fourthly, I was on the verge of crying while doing straight highs and everything. Sorry Zi en, i know i scared you but the fall was really that extra pull that would make that tiny thread i was hanging by break and make me fall to bits.

Im really really stressed out.
and yes joel ong, when i breathe hard just now during the meeting, i was gonna cry.