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LIFE SUCKS .
and it's not only with some idiots around.
Life sucks when you don't get things you want, but that doesn't mean you have to kick you legs around, stomp your food and scream at you father.
It doesn't mean you can cause your parents to fight and it definitely doesn't mean you can think you're king and laugh about it after that.

Grow up, I feel like saying that in your face, and returning all the punches and abuses you have done throughout these years, even when I was a kid. I had to deal with your constant babbling of ' funny' things and pretend I'm interested. It's time to grow up and consider people's feelings. I'm not gonna spell out names here or continue anymore.

Bai nian, like anything I expected will happen. Gonna go out on the first day, out to town most probably, and then some other days to go shopping with my friend. Wanted Netballers bai nian day and Bballers bai nian day, but with the people that can't make it and are going overseas, it's gonna be like four or five people only, again, and that suck. I'm gonna make myself shop and shop and shop until I forget all my unhappiness and think about clothes, since that's the only thing that makes me happy other then purple paint and hyy.

Shit, I'm having this stupid mood swing again and I'm scaring people. It just sucks so bad when things are so down. Stupid emotional roller coasters, stupid trainings, stupid calf muscles, stupid "C "position, stupid stupid stupid!

I've got tv, computer and a boyfriend. I need to get down on my homework but they are too inviting. STUPID SCHOOL, STUPID COMMON TEST, STUPID TEACHERS, STUPID DESPERADO, STUPID BITCH AND STUPID LHAVANYA!

love, px 9:28 PM

First match today, did rather horribly. It's so disappointing! The floor was wet, people were sliding, the anger was rising, the aiming wasn't there, communication wasn't there, target wasn't met.

But still...

I love you netballers(:
Hey! Netballers share the same smell :D

21 - 10

And we won, of course!

Hyy picked me up and Serene e sexaye babe kept going " LEX ! LEX A LIKE!" and then when she saw him, she said " where got like?!" Hahahaha! It was so crap la!

And have I told you again how dearly I love you?

love, px 8:22 PM

(:
hyy is <3

First match tmr, jiayou my netballers!
Chiong dao di ok?
Today's self training is already slackest to the max. I've been harsh, but Huiyi, my dear, it's for your own good(:

:D

Stupid Ms Tang, you stupid whore.
Hate you!
Just cause one or two corrections are not done doesn't mean Im a bad student, just cause I unfolded my page doesn't mean I'm stupid, you fcuking whore. Stupid bitch. Making students sit on the floor, how childish can you get huh? Oh please, your clothes, they are what? Your ah ma's? Trying to relive the 40's fashion? Sorry, you failed badly, and your sarcasm, oh please. Peklian does a million time better then you. You suck. Next time, I'm not only gonna roll my eyes and walk away.
I'm gonna prove to you that I'm not a bimbo who can only talk senselessly and get poor marks. I'm gonna get distinctions and then laugh in your face, bitch.

love, px 10:06 PM

I hate it when some bastard have great girlfriends but they never never cherish them.
Example, Haiqel.
He has a girlfriend who loves him so uber much, she's hot, she's pretty and she just wants him to love him.
But yet he cheats on her, lies to her.
Just like he did to many many many other girls.
People like this ought to die, and not the many other people who shouldn't.

Dearest,
Life has to go on, stay strong, everyone is here for you, ok? If you need a shoulder to cry on, you have mine. You've got god, he will be there for you.

Emotional roller coasters for me today. Ive never felt so much for anything before.
I guess it really matters in the end.

Pictures of you, pictures of me
Hung upon your wall for the world to see
Pictures of you, pictures of me
Remind us all of what we used to be

and we will still be there for you, dearest.

love, px 6:11 PM

Hey Mr Peixin .
Hope you're grandma recovers soon(: It's okay la, I didn't mind walking home alone today cause i was too tired to start a conversation or even continue one. Take super loads of care cause you've gotta take care of your grandma, ok?

P.s. I'M NOT MRS AIZAL. GRRRRRRRRRR! >.<

GREAT NETBALL TRAINING TODAY, if there wasnt a new attituder.
The whole team was so pissed with her! She couldn't pass, run .. etc etc and yet folds her arm while the others were running and running and running.

Had a great pain in my tummy / sides. Think it was stitch or stomachache. Hurts real bad. But continued running and running hoping that it will go away. AND IT DID, after 2 hours. HA. HA. { note the sarcasm}

Was so friggin tired this morning! I was sneezing and sneezing and I couldn't open my eyes properly. Thank you Xin Lei for being nice and taking my bag! No thanks to you for throwing my bag on the table while I was lying down, though. I hadn't had proper sleep for 5 nights, and darkkkkk circles are really showing! It's sad, it's damn damn sad. So.. I shall sleep real soon, but after something funny that I really gotta tell you about.

"today, kianwei was doing his compo on his table. Then the next table was standing this guy
Whom i seriously thought was Melvin. So.. I pushed really hard and downnnnnnnnnnnn.
Then i went laughing like a crazy baboon and then to turn and find out it's allen.

I WAS SO EMBARRASSED LA.

I was laughing so hard, my sides hurt really badly and I couldn't speak. Allen's expression was like " 0.0??" HAHAHAHHAAHHAHAHAHA. It was damn funny!
YOU CAN ASK DEBBIE ABOUT IT.

ok, now i can sleep :D

love, px 9:31 PM

Gimme gimme more gimme more gimme gimme ...

That's what I've been going the whole day! "Gimme gimme.." And being totally bitchy & really high la! But no one wanted to high with me, it's so sad please.

Hahah! After her being so bitchy and all, i wrote on the new foolscape that went around the classroom and also, into the hands of mdm haslinda, which she didnt say anything.

" BE NICE PEOPLE. I spent loads of time doing this. Im talking about you LHAVANYA. @#$!"

And she wrote later

" Nice! But can you add the class's name at the back? Thanks!"

I went around 'dancing' and parading. :D And then sat and thought about it, "hey! it's not about winning, it's about gaining the respect that you should be given. "

Right? Right? Right? Say Peixin is right!

Having a long week this week, Trainings, watching matches, LJs and more trainings.

OH YEAH. ANYONE ON BUS 26 ? I SEEM TO BE THE ONLY ONE. =='

love, px 9:53 PM

HHAHAHAHAHAH.
I MADE THE BITCH HUMBLE DOWN TO ME. :D
It's not about winning this time, it's about showing respect to those that cared to help out.
Yuan Yi, it's NOT my fault. blehh~

Uh, great job bballers? :D

ohmyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy~

nl's12ih! :D

Oh, don't try to figure tht out, you'll fail terribly :D

p.s! THANK YOU PEOPLE WHO DID MY HOMEWORK ;D

love, px 7:07 PM

This post goes out to the unappreciative, selfish, take things for granted, arrogant, ugly person who by the way is names Lhavanya.
I HATE YOU.
You bloody ugly bitch who have no life.
You play with toys that normal people stopped playing when they were 5.
You don't appreciate the hard work that people put in, staying up till 1 - 2 to finish the class tee design.
You don't bloody care if your undies is shown to half the school during recess.
You think you're bloody good when you are such a loser.
You think I'd care to listen to you when you're so rude and selfish.
You think I'll listen to " you're so gonna do it" with your horrible slang that is so fake.
You think that we all think that you're really good.
YOU KNOW WHAT ?
Since no one else care to throw the freaking fact into your face, I shall.

You ugly and you're disgusting. Your undies show at a horrible angle during recess and Ive told you that more then once, what do you say " oh, it's ok" . You probably think that it's really pretty, but guess what? It's plain obsence. I wont do it even if you say " You're so gonna do it" with your horribly fake slang, and you're bloody rude.

After you saw the hard work of mine, which I painstakingly measured, placed, sweat and loads more, you said.

Too plain! Choice 2 is just plain horrid.

Load of people agree, you're a real bitch. Try starting a war with me, I'll just laugh in your face and receive my medal of honour, cause posers like you are Losers with the capital L.

love, px 9:30 PM

Just today, I realise that I've suddenly started being in touch with people that I was once very close with or um.. used to be together. Strangely, they are all guys, and are people who normally wouldn't take the initiative to sms me. So, usually I'll be like " Hey! I haven't talk to this person for a longggggg time, hmmm, wonder how they are like now.." then I'll start smsing, till i get bored then I'll ignore that person till the same thing happens again.

Interesting?

Example : Edmund, Zheng Jie, Aizal, Yuan Yi...

Pstttt, that's a lot of people considering that I usually stick to smsing to one new person each month. And, don't you dare say I'm a flirt, cause half the population of girls i know sms to guys more then they ever sms girls, HAH. Unless you're weird or something or you off your phone 24/7. Then I wouldn't be surprised.

I've been wrong for so long, thinking that he has forgotten and all, haha, thank god for that dream he had. It cleared up a lot (: Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ Monster!

Don't know who is Monster? Haha, here's a clue for 2/4 rians. The real artist for the alien head(: Yes, that's who. No one else know who he is but lessy, so don't bother(:

I don't like the distance with serangoon and woodlands, it's devastating faraway.

Great run today my dear girls! Just got to remember that we are a team and teammates should stick together, encourage each other, wait for each other, speed up together, solve problems together. A team, ok? I don't want what happened today to repeat again, understand? Great job for crunches and other PT items. (:

GREAT JOB!

I also wanna congratulate our great seniors for the great game today! 43- 8!

Congratulations gals! Well done! Keep the team spirit and morale high!
-mdm matthews

Sorry that most of us couldn't make it today, we will make it up for other great matches! 50 right! :D

Elastics gonna go in for braces tmr, cause the pain is gone, hope it won't hurt too much that I can't eat or something.

JAYYING. I wanna go high for every other mother tongue lessons too! :D hahahaha, 我华文班上的" 疯子" .

love, px 8:43 PM

I need answers, I need some help, from higher power.
Cause there are some things you can't speak out, you can't try, cause you won't succeed and yet burn many many many bridges.
Things learnt through experiences are meant to be applied. Things that I've done wrong, that cause what I am today are mistakes I promised never to repeat.

To feel so lost when they are gone, to feel so alone with the whole world around you, to feel so lost that I can't do anything while I watch a friend do wrong more then once, to feel so horrible when everyone have another while I'm all alone, to feel so down yet no one is able to help, to feel like you have fallen but no one can pull you up.

No, I'm not trying to act emo or anything so people can come and say stuff like " hey, cheer up, dont be sad. " All I wanted to do is to try, try and see if it would work, that's all I want.

love, px 9:08 PM

I was reading Jing Wen's blog and some other person's blog who the person likes to pat my head. ==' Seriously Jiahui, stop doing that. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH!

and i openly announce my ever since young wish.

I WANNA PIERCE MY NAVAL CAUSE NAVAL RINGS ARE DARN SEXAYE.
BUT IT'S GONNA BE A TWENTY FIRST BIRTHDAY THINGY .

Lol, of course, I'm not gonna parade around with just a tube that covers what it needs to cover. It's gonna be a private thing, i guess unless i become some cheerleader or something. heh heh. Lol ! Of course, I'd have to maintain a flat tummy and that 2 packs of mine. :D I'm not showing it to you, stupid!

love, px 10:24 PM

YAY ME~ * starts clapping hand with just the tips of fingers*
hahahahahahahhahah.

CAUSE I MADE AIZAL THE VERY BUSY GUY WHO LIKES TO PLAY THE DISAPPEARING ACT SEND ME HOME :D { peklian! i found another reason to yay me }

My mum should just give him that job since she insist that I don't like going home. Hah, I seriously don't. Aizal, beware that your eyelashes suddenly get ripped off or something alike happens. HEH. *smiles really evil smiles then hop away* I suddenly don't see the point in talking so much about Aizal since he is not gonna read it anyway. ==' And and and, Melvin, if you're wondering who is Aizal again, expect the same answer, he is one hot guy :D Serious! And and and, I'm thinking that the Jian Qi i thought it was might be Joel instead. Hah.

Okay, enough blabbering about guys. *do my raise eyebrow trick* And, um no, I'm not crazy over guys, if that's what you're thinking.

Random thought : I smell like a big bottle of chinese rub. =='

ANYWAYS. Went to change my braces colour! To red and yellow, eh! Just realise how loyal I am to Macs. Haha, now it's the same as Serene! But just that the power chain is on the top instead. Using Elastics, so it's causing quite a bad headache. Gahhh~

And also, because of my very swollen leg, I couldn't do dance, and most probably cant run, which is sad, damn sad cause i feel damn tempted to run so many millions rounds and throw so many million short/ long passes. Also, I don't mind doing fifty lay-ups! Loll, yes, that's how desperate I am. I think I'm gonna run tmr, and not bother about the pain that would probably kill me.

Also, I've forgotten to bring home my Hmk file, which means that I can't sign my consent forms, which also means, I can't hand it in on time, which means, I'm dead. Yay me~ Gahh, sucks man.

Gahh, I was thinking of school and it sucks to think how badly I've gotta stop being so picky for friends, I mean, yea, I'm already trying to talk to everybody in my class. But it still sucks. Sucks feeling so left out even with that whole big group of friends. I'm not gonna elaborate, I don't see the need for people to know and then tag about how sorry they are, asking me to stay happy when I can't bloody fuck do that, fuck.

Gotta stop using that word.

"FUCK! " said priya.
"HELLO?! Can you dont say fuck when you are so bloody fucked up cause saying fuck aint gonna make you less fucked up and it makes me fucked up so DONT SAY FUCK CAN A NOT ?!" says peixin.

love, px 9:48 PM

Here the bimbo side of me.

I BROKE MY NAIL .
*wails like a lil girl*
and then i started lipping it and filing it until it was as good as new (:
lol, it still hurts though. Why? Ask the stupid label, then get back to me when it answers you :D

Who says Peixin ain't bimbo'ish ? HEH.

love, px 9:25 PM

Hey people! *gives signature smile*
So, you may have realized how high I was the whole day, ha ha ha. { yes, that was supposed to be rather sarcastic} But seriously la, I was damn high. I was just talking and talking and talking and not caring if I was making sense or not.

Oh well, to stop talking about that. I'm starting to worry about swimming lessons, like seriously. Other then looking fat in the swimming costume, i think it's really more about having the same timing as the 2/3 guys. I mean like... HELP ME PLEASE. Or even having to um... Have lessons which need you to wear clothes that stick to your body with Lee Kian Wei. That, I do think is a great problem. I've gotta start doing my daily 2.4 runs, not only to burn that calories I've been gaining with all the chocolate, but also to not look so horrifying in the swimming costume, and since I'm gonna wear my sister's costume, since mine is a i - think - it's - too - small- Roxy top and a unisex bottom, I'm hoping it's not too big or something, or I'm gonna fake having eh-hem or leg cramps. I mean it. Plus, there is something with me and swimming. Every time after swimming, I'll have a cold and I'll need packets of tissue.

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~

ANYWAYS. Great job seniors! 48 - 3!(: 5 shots in 1 - 2 minutes is incredible! Hahaha, made us so high~

" Five more five more!"

Uh, went back to RS and then went to 2/6 to crap and then went off to 5/1 to wait for Chelsea and later walked her home. Bought tmr's breakfast and then went off to wait for hyy at the bus stop, gah~ He arrived only after 3 buses! It was super annoying, but hahahahha, with patiences comes great friends. :D I made that up, I mean the patiences crap. I found out what I could get him for his birthday anyway. :D Heh heh heh, though it requires much hunting and soughting and researching and probably loads of money. ==' Hah, presents remind me of Aizal, heh heh heh.

Thank you Debbie' Lin for the present! *kiss!*

Oh dear, that reminds me,

CHELSEA YONG PEI YI , I STILL OWE YOU A KISS FOR EXCELLENT SHOOTING :D

heh.

love, px 8:38 PM

I hate it when I wake up in the morning thinking " Oh, fuck you. Fuck everything. "
It just mean that my mum was gonna make everything my fault when it wasn't. It meant that I was gonna think/ mention / mouth fuck every other minute or something. Things like that suck. Sucks real bad. I don't know. I don't like waking up in the morning feeling so sick in the guts. Sucks, sucks, sucks real bad.

And considering how poor I am, maybe I really need a sugar daddy. Lol, i didn't thought of it until Aizal said something about me thinking he is my sugar daddy or something. Haha. Oh well. I'm being stupid la, looking forward to friday and all and I'm still shock that Aizal can skip prayers! Is that even.. right? I mean, wont you get punish by god or sth ? I'm so gonna go broke buying his present la. *Kicks Aizal*

Oh well. Check out this video :

So in love with it . :D
hah. And my father knows this song cause uh, it's from the 80's? See! I'm really in love with the 80's!

love, px 7:15 PM

Get this fuck out of my life.
I dont need to do this fuck. I don't owe you anything and I'm not gonna sit and watch what you write about another prettier girl which i don't give a fuck about.
I wanna kick you.

love, px 10:02 PM

I'm soooooooooooooooo gonna never ever ever group myself or get group with Priscilla and Priya, as much as i love them or something. I'll probably get Fs for any project with them, though i have no idea who else I'll be with if I don't group with them. Thank you Xin Lei for being Mr nice guy and help me find the tunes and 'offering' to help me remix them after I begged . :D

Seriously, no one realises your good point because of the oily hair, way too distracting. Like woah~

So anyway, I was talking to Melvin & peeps during the free periods today, and I'm still not sure if they wanna teach me how to play Dota or not, I'm seriously only gonna do it cause of Monster. Cause if he is gonna come all the way to woodlands to look for me and all I'm gonna answer when he says ' So.. what are we gonna do " is "I don't know.. ", I'm very sure I'm gonna see him only once, and I'm not gonna let that happen, even if I'm gonna break all my principles. I mean, I seriously don't know the good of Dota, and it's probably gonna make Monster laugh his ass off when he sees me click on a grass crazily thinking it's enemy or something, I mean, that is giving my best efforts already. Considering that I'm such a noob, crudely to speak. I swear I still can't play Audition or any other game. Tried Counter Strike once, and dont laugh, I started screaming at my younger brother to take over once I saw someone. Yay me~ Telling me to play maple isn't gonna change anything. Cause I.Do.Not.See the point in Maple. Like loll?

Anyway, I wore slippers to school today cause I kinda slip/ fell off the stairs of my house. Uh, yea, that's how clumsy I can get. 2/4rians aren't surprised right? I mean, I can bang into tables and hurt my hand just trying to raise them. So, stairs are highly dangerous. Back to the point. I was trying to run up the stairs of my house when my toes kinda 'slipped' off the edge of it and went in some weird angle. Uh, kinda like when you try to crack your knuckles that kind of thing? Yea, but on the toe instead. Scary huh? So, my second toe on my right leg is currently have swollen knuckles and I cant balance on swollen toes/ knuckles so I'm limping. Yeah, and I can't wear my shoes cause it's so swollen that I feel my shoes being so 'tight' when it's already loosen to the max. I appeared in school with slippers only on Friday because it wasn't swollen on the Tuesday night where i hurt it and on Wednesday, I was sort of limping but it wasn't that serious until Wednesday afternoon where it started swelling and on Thursday, Ms Jasmine Lim suggested slipper and so did Ain that I realise I haven't been bright enough to think of it. So, it was only on Friday that I wore slippers. But it is much better now after some weird chinese message but a whole lot of other places are hurting now because of it too. My ankle is swelling too and it really suck real bad. Really hope it recovers by next week cause I really need to train and stuff for North zone. Had been missing trainings cause haven't been well recently.
So.I've.Gotta.Buck.Up.

and yay. I hurt my tongue too and I really don't think there is much cure for that. Oh, did I mention that I'm really looking forward for next friday's shopping with Aizal the really hot babe? :D

p.s Peacock! Your post are so long, it's scary and I get lazy to read them. :D

love, px 9:17 PM

Hello people.
Peixin is currently missing & waiting for that someone who is helping her draw . Hah hah, yes i have a kind 'friend' who is willing to do my art for me :D Anymore kind souls to help me do my science homework ? HEE HEE. Aizal perhaps?
hah.

Anyway, I ended up sitting beside Melvin, luckily. I mean, I'd kill me to sit beside *coughgcoughicoughgcoughi* & friends. So i guess Melvin is fine. As much as I love Priscilla and Priya, they will probably pull my grades and language down with their constant blabbering and 'fucking', not literally of course!

So well, after many stares by Melvin because of my " You know right... ... " and his answers of " No, I don't know", I'm gonna stop using " You know right" in front of everything i say. Like seriously~

And after raising eyebrows in the mirror, Ive also decided to stop that too. Uh, cause other then the fact that I look really sarcastic, it's cause of the ugliness and the un- feminines. Uh, yes. I'm trying to be more feminine cause Xin Lei refuses to say I'm feminine.

My phone is confiscated so theres really no use smsing or calling me until a week later. Cause Ive been a naughty girl, ah! Yeah, lied to my mum and all and ta-dah, yay me. So I can't go for the TKGS match tmr too. Oh well. Next Wednesday i guess.

HEY.
Wanna see the baby me? :D I'm really getting excited over them. :D

Yes! That's me(: And no, Monster, I do not look like a boy! -bites-

love, px 8:14 PM

I'm gonna boast, I'm gonna boast, I'm really gonna boast.
HAHAHAHHA.
For my birthday, i got a Crumpler, two wallets, X family DVD, branded watch, some expensive earpiece.
And loads of birthday wishes.
(:

And they are all expensive. So I figured i'll have to spent a fortune on birthday presents this year.
oh no . -shudders with fear -

hahah .

Im still sick la. like what the hell can?
rawr BUT ITS MY BIRTHDAY(:

heh heh. Im fourteen ehhhhhhhh.

love, px 8:59 PM

It sucks to be sick on your birthday.
and it sucks more if your ex boyfriend cheated on you for the second time.

And it sucks that my best friend sides him when shes in the wrong too.

Dont tell me he is innocent, cause i know he isn't.
Don't go around telling people it's not your fault.
cause it cant be mine or jieen when you're the one touching attached girls, you're the one kissing another girl when you're attached.

Nvm.

Rained today and i didnt have a umbrella so the very kind soul Yuan Yi brought his umbrella from his house and walked me home.
HOW NICE(:
thanks eh.
and dont worry, I'll see the doctor if Im still sick .

AND THANKS FOR THE RIGHT - ON - THE - DOT birthday blessings.

And other birthday blessings too (:

Zheng Jie { for being the first on msn}
Derrick {for being the first to call}
Yuan Yi { For walking me home and calling}
Chelsea { for the X family DVD and birthday blessings}
Elysia { for sending a message across the harbour & the X family DVD}
Shirley { for blessing me although i havent spoke to you for at least half a year}
POTATO { for remembering (: }
Ameera { for remembering }
ATIKAH { for remembering}
Hazirah {for remembering}
Kenneth Didi { for remembering and offering to buy me a present(: }
Aizal { for cheering me up and being such a HOT BABE}
Yuxuan' supergirl { for remembering}
Joey {for remembering & not being angry at me }
Judy { for remembering even though i didnt hint you. }
Pek Lian { for getting the Mongolian stuck as my name! and of course, being such a great listener}
Jasmine { for remembering me and my birth date!}
Melvin { for hahahaha, suggesting the $2 voucher}
April { for being such a great girl friend }

THANKS Y'ALL(:

but this wasnt what i was expecting.

love, px 2:47 PM

I LOVE MY NETBALLERS(:
Nice game today girls!(:
33-11 is a GREAT improvement considering the fact that we lost to them the last time round.
*starts singing " we are the champions, we are the champions~"

haha, girls dont worry about my leg. I think it will be fine. Just gotta rest more and not exercise?

Anyway, those who are asking about what you can get me, you can get me a knee support or an ankle guard, thank you!(:

anyway, the pictures for beijing!
in slideshow form.

enjoy!

love, px 10:31 PM

THANKS FOR THE CRUMPLER.
I'M GOING TO TREAT YOU ICE CREAM FOR THE WHOLE YEAR.(:

and I'm sorry I'm a jerk.

love, px 9:29 PM