BOTOX BOOBS!
and botox face, botox lips, botox nose. ;D

Thanks for the laughters in chinese class. (:

And botox boobs! Every other laughter you bring every time i talk to you, even if I'm unhappy and all, sometimes my closest friends just ignore me but you really forgo chinese lesson and listen to me and make me laugh! (: I love you la, whether or not you are botox boobs. ;D ( i love you more when you're botox boobs. not cause it's bigger (heh heh) but cause it makes you so irritated. ;D but i know you dont mind it. :P )

I've been feeling damn ignored recently when I'm with you ppl. Even though you promised you wont make me feel that way.
I hate telling you guys something and you just look somewhere else and make me feel that you're not listening, and then claim that you are later on. It's just so fucking insincere.
I hate it when i walk alone most of the time.
I hate it when I'm treated as if I'm invisible.
I hate private jokes.
I fucking hate being the last to know.
I hate being treated the way i am now.
I hate having to find someone desperately and get no reply, even tho i know my message was read.
I hate the fact that when i was so unhappy and was crying, the person who listened to me wasn't you ppl (thanks bianca btw).
I hate having to know I'm the last you'll think of.
I hate having to be treated as a outsider.
I hate being the 'unique' one, be it being the only chinese or from different class.
I hate having my bag being pushed to the back even though i put it in the front.
I hate not being acknowledge.
I hate all of the listed.
It's a lot, i know but that's how I've been feeling and you all dont fucking understand. Stop asking what's wrong, it's no help even if you know and do nothing about it.

I fucking hate feeling like this.