i. need. to. focus. and. stop getting distracted.

Im so fucking stressed up. I know it doesnt show much. But im in school, i get high. When im at home or alone, i start thinking. That's when all the stress starts flooding up.

Ive got so many projects/ commitments

• Netball
• Korea thingy
• geography thingy
• Chinese editing
• Debate
• Njrc

and there was supposed to be the karaoke thingy. But im giving up on it. CAUSE I CANT FUCKING COPE. Im sorry Debbie.. I know i promised you since last year and all and im such a loser for backing out but i seriously cant cope la.

Furthermore, there is this weird thing. Im from choir in primary school, i tend to sing like an choir member, thick voice and i cant fucking sing chinese songs. English songs, yes go ahead. Chinese songs, kill me.

2/4 and ex evergreeners should know that English songs are ok, but not much of chinese songs. Even though i did win 1st for the chinese singing competition in primary but people get lousier.

*random* Peiyi just asked me if i need help with the karaoke thing, and that is willing to help.

Im currently confused and have no idea what to do. gahhhhhhh.

fuck life.