LIFE SUCKS .
and it's not only with some idiots around.
Life sucks when you don't get things you want, but that doesn't mean you have to kick you legs around, stomp your food and scream at you father.
It doesn't mean you can cause your parents to fight and it definitely doesn't mean you can think you're king and laugh about it after that.

Grow up, I feel like saying that in your face, and returning all the punches and abuses you have done throughout these years, even when I was a kid. I had to deal with your constant babbling of ' funny' things and pretend I'm interested. It's time to grow up and consider people's feelings. I'm not gonna spell out names here or continue anymore.

Bai nian, like anything I expected will happen. Gonna go out on the first day, out to town most probably, and then some other days to go shopping with my friend. Wanted Netballers bai nian day and Bballers bai nian day, but with the people that can't make it and are going overseas, it's gonna be like four or five people only, again, and that suck. I'm gonna make myself shop and shop and shop until I forget all my unhappiness and think about clothes, since that's the only thing that makes me happy other then purple paint and hyy.

Shit, I'm having this stupid mood swing again and I'm scaring people. It just sucks so bad when things are so down. Stupid emotional roller coasters, stupid trainings, stupid calf muscles, stupid "C "position, stupid stupid stupid!

I've got tv, computer and a boyfriend. I need to get down on my homework but they are too inviting. STUPID SCHOOL, STUPID COMMON TEST, STUPID TEACHERS, STUPID DESPERADO, STUPID BITCH AND STUPID LHAVANYA!