Aspiring fashion designer who cant sew for nuts.
Love being the eye behind the camera and posting aged pictures. Obsesses over high waisted shorts and connector rings. Currently searching for bands to follow and love acoustic to the max.
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Thursday, January 17, 2008
I need answers, I need some help, from higher power.
Cause there are some things you can't speak out, you can't try, cause you won't succeed and yet burn many many many bridges.
Things learnt through experiences are meant to be applied. Things that I've done wrong, that cause what I am today are mistakes I promised never to repeat.
To feel so lost when they are gone, to feel so alone with the whole world around you, to feel so lost that I can't do anything while I watch a friend do wrong more then once, to feel so horrible when everyone have another while I'm all alone, to feel so down yet no one is able to help, to feel like you have fallen but no one can pull you up.
No, I'm not trying to act emo or anything so people can come and say stuff like " hey, cheer up, dont be sad. " All I wanted to do is to try, try and see if it would work, that's all I want.
Cause there are some things you can't speak out, you can't try, cause you won't succeed and yet burn many many many bridges.
Things learnt through experiences are meant to be applied. Things that I've done wrong, that cause what I am today are mistakes I promised never to repeat.
To feel so lost when they are gone, to feel so alone with the whole world around you, to feel so lost that I can't do anything while I watch a friend do wrong more then once, to feel so horrible when everyone have another while I'm all alone, to feel so down yet no one is able to help, to feel like you have fallen but no one can pull you up.
No, I'm not trying to act emo or anything so people can come and say stuff like " hey, cheer up, dont be sad. " All I wanted to do is to try, try and see if it would work, that's all I want.
love, px 9:08 PM