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this aint exactly very nice la.
but i was bored, there was photoshop, so TA-DAH.

anyway, yeah! PEKLIAN IS PEACOCK DANCE . eyey, it's a compliment leh! mongolian dance is an insult. == '

love, px 7:45 PM

oh crap. im super pissed now cause my long post is gone, again .

will try to type what i rmb.

31ST AUGUST 2007

SUPER THE DUPER DE FUN LA! :D

i walked a lot and ALSO SAW A LOT OF MISS`ED PEOPLE!

eg : JIAQIN (: CARMEN(: ANGELIA (: SHERYL (: LARAINE(:

ZIXIN(: EDMUND(: DANIAL(: BUVA(: SHEILA(:

XU CHENG (: GLADYS(:

ETC ETC.

mygod la!

SHERYL&LARAINE; BAOBEI&POTATO

IS SUPERSUPER PRETTY!

mygoddddddd!

walked around admiralty with Zolyn before going wrong ways to evgss/ evgps.

then reached evg but were all the guys.

then called potato.

she said she could see me, so i was turning round and round.

THEN. I SAW THEM!

then i screamed

i SCREAMED.

and i was alone that time, with only the phone.

alot of people stared at me.

i was alone, laughing, screaming and jumping.

i would have been shocked if i wasnt myself.

haha.
so i ran across the street to find them and also saw Meiting. (:

hugged baobei&potato . :D

i miss them so much la!

they are SUPERSUPER CHIO!

NOT FAIR. :(

then again, they were super chio to start with!

went to Macs at 768 cause i was starving.

then i was LATE for wisdomer's gathering so we started to stuff all the fries and nuggets back to the box. :D

then we walked ultra speed back to evg while laughing&laughing.

from far, we saw manymany heads outside evg. :D

could have started a riot with the sentence ' EEYER. EVERGREEN SUCKS LA'

wahahahs, but i wouldnt say it cause evg DOESNT suck.

I SAW MY SUPER JIAJIALIANGTEH! :D

ohmannnnnns. i miss her loads! (:

i JUMPED on her. (: and she complained that i was heavy. :(

ey, jiaqin! i aint heavy la. lighter than you orh! xD

then she pei'ed me to the back gate to collect the present from my Dad.

i stepped on mud. =='

now my shoe is dirty to the power of two .

heng the car got tissue!

then went back to find carmen(:

she didnt change!

my very pretty carmen is still as pretty! :D

didnt manage to say goodbye to her in the end though, she left before i did.

I SAW MS WOO&MS KALPANA.

my god! ms kalpana lost so much weight! (:

mygod, my brother who is in her form class didnt even realise!

how could he?!

OHYEAH.

Edmund ah Edmund!

eating lollipop with braces on wont die de la!

haha!

hrmm, come to think of it, it will be hard to clean off though .

Edmund was imitating me doing 'yeah right yeah right'

so i give him the sian look.

then i was grinning previously .

then he said ' ey, 你绑牙ah ? " [ you put on braces ah ? ]

'uh huhs '

'still eat lollipop, later have to tie more ah'

[i think he said something like that, i couldnt hear]

'-forgot what i said - '

then we went off our own ways.

Lol.

EDMUND CHIANG.

next week acc. me go shopping hor!

you promised. (:

took class [6wis'06] picture today! :D

only with those that came, ofcourse.

I HAD TO TIPTOE LA.

wth.

jiaqin also have to tiptoe. wahahahs!

cause they didnt bend enough. so not my fault righttttttt.

JIAQIN IS 160 CM ALR. stupid 3 cm!

but im same height a little taller than colleen, a little shorter then iskandar&gladys.

:D:D:D

so nvm la. :)

ive finally caught up a little with gladys (:

everyone was comparing height. haha!

im still taller then atikah&laraine&sheryl&carmen&zixin& many others :D

so im still proud of myself.

went off at 2.20p.m. ++

then potato,baobei& gladys walked me home on the way to causeway.

could have gone to causeway with them but then have to go home cause of stupid brother la.

wth . =='

WANNA WANNA MEET UP WITH THEM AGAIN.

si kenneth, nvr greet your gan jie, dont knwo how many times call you greet le still nvr.

DONT WANNA TALK TO YOU LE LA.

p.s. anyone wondering what happened to the macs?

wahahahs. iskandar the PIG ate it up :D

p.s.s Ms woo tried to ask why we broke up. I MANAGE TO EXCAPE. wahaha . (:

si colleen! humph! go sui bian say i got bf till i say out that we broke up then kena ms woo ask so much!

p.s.s.s. ms woo say food > wisdomers. [ > = more impt]

p.s.s.s.s i still havent have my afternoon nap. i think i can have my evening nap alr. =='

love, px 4:05 PM

EX EVERGREEN PRIMARY PUPILS!
FRIDAY EVENT.
PLEASE WEAR YOUR SECONDARY SCHOOL UNIFORM IN ORDER TO ENTER :D.
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WISDOMER GATHERING ON FRIDAY.
PLEASE REACH AT 12.30 .
MS WOO WILL MEET US AT 1.00 ALL THE WAY TO 1.3O.
she got something on you see.
PLEASE ALL COME EARLY! :D
WEAR YOUR SECONDARY SCHOOL UNIFORM AH! :D

hopefully alot of wisdomers will turn up! :D

ohyah! did i tell you all that IM NOT EMO ANYMORE?!
the great, wonderful& HYPER peixin is BACK AGAIN. (:
yeah, it took 3 weeks but ohwell! she's BACK!
i still havent been able to sleep well.. but at least im okay(:
dark circles have formeddddddddddd.
havent had good results. BUT CAN ONLY BUCK UP FOR EOY .
(:
have to bring back all the books tmr so that i can study. ohdear, that means have to ask sheryl& laraine to pei me first!
i wanna go sleep alr.
dont wanna think about the stupid bangkok trip alr.
stupiddddddddddddddddddddddddd .
I WANNA MEET ALL THE PEOPLE IVE BEEN MISSING FOR THE PAST 6 - 8 MONTHS.
wahaha. thanks to edmund who reminded me to wear sch uni (:
thanks dude. :D

love, px 10:14 PM

jieen treat me icecream&fries today(:
we eat until supersuper high laaaaaaa!
we drew on the icecream and poked fries on it and took pictures of it. D
then i treated her bubble tea (:
chocolate ice blended that made my tummy queesy.
andand, jieen <3 took the bus a longggggg way so she could me home(: so sweet huhs?! wahahahas.
then cause she didnt want to be alone and bored in
the bus, i was on the phone with her till she reached home(:
chiamjieen says she's gna treat me to delifrance's fruit tart
then.. i got home and had to face grouchy faces and eat alone.
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then, i crashed.
ohwell, shijie says my blog is super emo, so i shall not blog about how horrid im feeling.

thanks derrick for being there(:

love, px 9:39 PM

the walk home showed us our memory lane. if i was ever to walk through that path again, the memories flood me like an torrential rain.the feelings overwhelmed me like a tsunami.and the tears tried to flow out like water that are blocked from an tunnel with a sealed end.at least we talked like old friends, made remarks about little things we saw. asked how each other were and showed concern to tiny things of us.you asked how i was, i ask how you were.the path where we once took, holding hands is the path we are never gonna take again. the path where we once stood tickling each other like little kids are the paths we would say goodbye forever to. the smses we exchanged are the last we would ever treasure.the tears i tried to shed would be the last i would ever do. the mysteries hidden behind my eyes would be the ones that stays forever,the hurtful looks i cast would be the ones that gets locked within. the feelings i had once would be...........something i would never say about again.............................................i finally went back to evergreen and it feels weird getting called peixin jiejie again.it feels so.. superior.jana havent changed and amelia had taken a liking to suan me. mrs liew had a hidden happiness within her for our coming back which shown once she thought we were leaving.Mr lim havent changed a bit and was still so 'almighty' about himself.Ms geetha is still weak and Mrs ong is pregnant[0.0] The choir Kiddos are still as cute with many newcomers yet much lesser members.The sopranos which i had left are still loud and wonderful but the Altos are too soft although trying hard. they are not bonded enough yet and they wasnt improving fast enough for their ABRSM test. SYF is next year, they have to improve. made a 'pact' with Jana to help our with the choir. they'll need it. Took loads of pictures with Jana. and i saw Ben, once again.he didnt talk to me like he did once before already, he seemed to have stepped to the side where he would sms yet dont talk. it made me slowly wonder what has taken toll on him; he could call people to prank me while everytime he sees me he would be shy and all. i prefer the way kenneth doesnt change; my guai didi. (:

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the three versions of reflections of me and jana. reflections are currently the only pictures that dont make me look weird.

see what i mean?.................just wondering.. does anyone else miss the evg basketball court like i do?

the choir was singing kookabara; edited version .and i recalled the version my P3 choir instructor taught.kookabara sits on a burning wirejumping up and down with his pants on firejump, kookabara jump,kookabara burn your bum may be.HA

love, px 6:24 PM

NEW BLOGSKIN (:
code by some blogskinner and pictures, edits all by yours truly. (:

love, px 5:27 PM

im doing very horrible for my exams.
currently having c6 and above only and no A1s AT ALL. its getting really horrible! what has happen huh?
reflection time. hrmm. what did i do? had more competitions this time. basketball matches and netball carnivals. i guess it pretty much took up alot of time. but i studied very hard for science! THEN WHAT HAPPEN?! c5! roars! ive never got so horid for science in secondary school before! first was A1, then was B3, then now? C5! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
im going so desperate now. i HAVE to get high marks for home econs, geography and Dnt! home econs have always been my best subject, i HAVE to score for that!
ohman, what happened ah?
chinese was veryvery saddening, seeing the mistake ms sim made in calculation of jayying's paper that got her an A2 made me more $%^&*( . how could i have done so bloody badly?! :( im bloody upset over my results and the only thing you could say was the next one you're gonna get is D7. thanks ton woman.

ohwell. gotta buck up and pull up my socks! i wanna do well for EOY. jiayou peixin! gogogo!

love, px 3:23 PM

why cant i get you off my mind altho i try and try?
i dont wanna get upset. i dont want them to worry, but i got veryvery emo. they dragged, they pulled. i didnt want to go cause i was afraid that would happen. i got so upset when i saw you crying[?] why, i ask myself, why?

i told myself to brace up. i told myself to be strong. but why do i go weak? why do i let myself win over?
i dont want to be weak.
yeah, basketball cheered me up. but i had to look. i looked, and saw what hurt me more. i swore i would never care, i swored i would never trust.
i trusted someone wrongly at first.
i got brave, trusted one and hurt him.
i trusted again, and got hurt, once again.

YOUno2 :just when i thought someone who have helped me stand up when i fell could be trusted, i was wrong, once again. early in the morning, i found out some truth that could send me right down to my grave. im happy i didnt fall for you, im happy i didnt trust you enough yet, i'm happy i didnt give in to my girlfriend and im super glad, i didnt give in to you. forget about it. you can take everything back. delete those smses, give back the book. even forget that i wanted to give you sth. it doesnt matter anymore, at least not to me. i dont care about you.

perhaps guys are not supposed to be trusted, perhaps im too likely to be a target.
YOUno2 : IM NOT YOUR BLOODY TOY YOU BLOODY SON OF A BITCH.
im a well living girl who doesnt trust you anymore.

i dont care about you and you.
YOUno1:i dont care if YOU stare at me and tell your friends about me. i dont care if you start giving me the smile that had fooled me once.

i dont bloody care if no one cares that the world has collapsed on me once again. i dont care if i get stiches, i dont care if i fall and im never able to play netball&bball again. i dont care, i tell you. i dont.

i care about xinying and that i made her fall.i care that joey sometime gets upset and i care about my friends, but not anyone of you idiots who lied to me . i dont wanna care. if i ever do, remind me about what you have done. i'll then realise what mean people you are, once again.

love, px 6:50 PM

THE BRACES, are on.
i don't know whether to laugh or cry .
laugh = im gonna get a better/ straighter smile(:
cry = i'm sick of porridge and not having snacks!
laugh = i still can eat ice cream.
cry = it hurts
laugh = at least i dont look bad
cry= i cant eat fried chicken

etcetc.
anyway, it's purple. No, not pink.
for the braces, i had to extracted 4 teeth, get ulcers and i"m unable to pronounce ' th ', ' f ' ,'s ' .
i cant frigging pronounce f without having weird sounds coming out, believe me, it's weird.
PLUS. because of the bloody tooth that protrudes out and cuts my lips, i had to put wax over it. WEIRD. makes me look like I've got swollen lips. -roars-
i have to tear my sandwich into tiny pieces and try to push it into my tongue to the back to chew without hurting my front teeth and get laughed by Aizal [ thanks. ==' ]
and, i don't think i can play basketball which Ive been longing to play ever since once upon a time.

and to make things worse, i have to repeat whatever i say everytime i speak because i cant pronounce whatever i want to say clearly. it'getting on my nerves. as if speaking chinese with ang moh accent wasn't bad enough.
I WILL GO CRAZY.

Going back to Evg on Saturday for choir which i haven't visited even once. Mrs Liew have been bugging/persuading/ hinting ever since long long ago. Shall make her happy by going back on sat. Oh my, i miss the sweet like devils [how ironic].

forgot to take the home econs textbook for aizal today. results? procrastination in the project.
i've got to buck up on my studies already! 8 As to Cs&Bs are NOT GOOD! in fact, i could slap myself. ==' *slapslap*

It's kind of weird to see him and just walk away. HaHa. like as if i didnt know him or something. Oh well. things come and go.

CHIAM JIE EN pulled my hair yesterday. :( GAH. forgot to take revenge today. i even forgot about zoey when i saw les [ jieen] . guess i deserved the darn-hard-slap-at-my-neck-with-wallet from zoey. i walked jieen home right to her doorstep cause i was bored and had to walk home alone. haha. walking alone makes me think too much. -deletedelete- jieen! our icecream date orh! :D

hrmm, what else is there for me to type? OH OH! who's want to be my santa clause and buy me ice cream? i'm a good girl leh! :D *hintshints*

love, px 3:07 PM

i think im sick, crazy kinda sick.
i suddenly thought of how he screamed at us that day, wednesday.
i suddenly thought of it and thought of how shuang it is to be yelled at.
perhaps was cause i havent been yelled at for quite some time, perhaps was cause i like looking dao.
perhaps.. ive changed.
i used to hate being yelled at. i used to hate whoever who did something bad to me.
but why do i suddenly like being yelled at and no longer hate someone who did something so [fill adjective here] to me?
i no longer curse at him, no longer ignore him.
i no longer curse the one who yelled, hate the one who scream.
have i .. changed for the worse?

debbie. believe me, im yearning to see the rainbow too.

love, px 11:14 PM

have been getting insommia again and hence derrick have been recieving smses as late as 1a.m.. the past few months have been okay until recently. i'll lie on my bed trying very hard to fall asleep but still, wide awake.

tried methods like thinking of a plain, white wall. but it made me think harder cause i'll imagine cracks and then try to concentrate on just WHITE and then i'll think harder and get a headache.

also tried looking at the sky in search for stars but ended up looking too hard into a sky that wouldn't give me stars.

tried listening to the music on my phone, but after some slow songs, emo rock songs would suddenly play real loud into my ears and 'wake' me up from my unslept 'sleep'.

tried many other ways derrick had suggested before and some other that he had once did. but nothing worked.

it pretty much explains the dark circles under my eye.

haha! bao told me that i woke her up really scarily a few days back. she said i put my hands on her face and ROTATED it. as in like the buffing machine in the DnT workshop? went 180degrees. LOLLLLLLLLL. laughed my head off when i heard it. must have been HILARIOUSLY scary.

for all those that have been telling me to cheer up, thank you very much. (: actually goes to show how much everyone cares. of course, i manage to see what kind of hypocrites some people are, and shake my head at this kind of people, haha, and i'm not the only one. i mean, probably after this many would take this as an example and avoid making the same mistake as me? i dont know... Aizal has been telling me not to cry and all. i mean.. i cant even cry, so how can i stop crying? gah! i dont wanna talk about it. but then again, that was part of the reason why things happened. because i didnt tell anyone what i felt, i didnt want anyone to worry, sometimes, it was because i trusted nobody.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~

enough of the emo talk that might put someone off their good mood. gonna cut my hair tmr at my cousin's workplace. JIEen<3>

anyway, PEKLIAN, because you kept procrastinating, i've made three flyer/poster for the class cip. ==' gahhhhhhhh. we are already late for advertising. hopefully everything will turn out well. (:

hey! you all who are reading! MUSTMUSTMUSTMUST come to onefour's classroom on the 29th and 30th august right after school ends. there will be a fleamart that is selling awesome stuff and a photobooth that allows you to take photo with many different themes. there will be props that will let you customise your pic with diff poses and all! :D mustttttttt come ah! afterall, you'll be the one gaining from all the buys!

below is a just another picture i made today. i mean, i was thinking so much and all and this just got 'invented'. haha. dont know if i really mean it when i said the last line. i mean, after all. the first part had happened for a long time alr. but the last line would probably mean more then i actually do. go figure.

18thaugust2007, today, your bill renews.

love, px 10:29 PM

they always thought this would last forever..

wanted to say so much, but changed my mind.
it's YOUR bloody fault, not mine.
im not trying to push the blame, but think about it. THINK.
you were the one who called people AIAI. not me, you were the one who went to confess your feelings to another girl while we were still tgt,NOT ME.
you were the bloody one who told HER i was your ex when i wasnt.
the one who went to movies with her and told me it was a friend. you were the one who told me how fcuking happy you were with your 'friend'. the one who asked GIRLS to fight ur battle. yeah, i said it all out, i told every single one who's reading, this time. it's not my fault. as you said, im your EX stead. so guess what? I DONT BLOODY CARE.

you know something? ive been taught since young that never to push the blame, think logically. and you know? the logical thinking that every one has come out with is, this time, it's your fault that you two time, not mine that i got no time, your fault that this as happen and not mine.
if you wanna push the blame, it's easy. you could even blame her parents for giving birth to her, you could blame the principal for accepting her, you could blame your parents for giving birth to you, everything could be of fault. but guess what? THINK. this time, it's YOUR fault. yeah, i typed it out. and i dare say it out.

it's so easy to blame others but find fault with yourself, but mind you, i didnt force you to twotime . neither have i wished for you too. for a matter of fact, i stopped wishing ever since i saw you. i told sean cause it was easier to tell him to ever to tell you. was easier to tell anyone about relationships stuff and anything to do with your boyfriend.for me to say all these had me to fin d my courage that was so deeply hidden, so much to say, yet i never spoke. why? same reasons. you can say i dont have time for you , have you stood in MY point of view? have you thought about how tough it is? how tough it is to have a real boyfriend? how tough it is to juggle 2 cca? how tough it is to pretend you're happy when you're breaking down inside?

how tough it is to put on that fake hyper side of me sometimes when im so fcuking down? do you realise all this? have you thought of why i did all these? i didnt want you to worry, for you to lose sleep and precious time over me when you could be somewhere else.you say you do alot. i know you do. but when you wait for me afer cca like what you do for her, ive told you before, it's okay. im fine alone. i didnt want you to be lonely, whatever JQ said about me not caring, think about it. how much ive kept inside me for so long. the book? yeah, only part was in. half out here. the other part? trying to erase.what else can i do? appear all teary like i really am in front of you and beg you to come back?

one part of you is asking me if i wanna continue, if i wanna take back my words, the other part of you? off with her. im being real nice not mentioning her name here. perhaps everyone know who im talking about who the 'you' im saying. but guess what? i guess you deserve it.
what else do you want me to say? im sorry and please leave her and come back to me? HAH. after what you said today. it'll take a fool to do that.

love, px 6:47 PM

lalalalalalala~
i must say, I'm a GENIUS. :D
okay, I'm not la. but oh well. :D im super proud of mysef cause i've completed my sister's poster! haha. using photoshop. (: which by the way, im only a beginner. hee.
peklian, if you're reading this and you've decided to brand me as one of those kind of people, LA LA LA ! im not caring YET. :P
LOl.

had pesta sukan again today and it was super fun to have mr bok yell at us. kind of woke me up and i hope it woke the others as well.
yeah la, i might have sounded like a sadist when i said it was fun to be yelled at but look at another point of view, how long have we been slacking., how long have we been treating training much more relaxed? it's not solely ms milhan's fault. it's like what mr bok had said, it is our attitude. basics like passing does NOT depend on what ever ms milhan taught. she teaches strategy, we practise on passing. if we cant even do our passes properly, cant even pivert, cant land and cant shoot, whatever she teaches is of no use. even if we find that it is of no use.
then again, have you taught that we could actually have another strategy to win? we could use both. be a little more flexible. that way, it might make a bigger chance of winning.
we win for ourself and not others, we let no one down but ourself.

went to bugis with the netballers after the carnival and had loads of fun. :D
took like alot alot of neoprint? haha! was super funny. kisses!
bought a hp pouch and cream puff! :DDDDDD
zolyn was looking for bikinis. LOL.
we netballers have made a lot of plans for holidays and netball stuffs.
e.g. sentosa trip. netball camp. fbt shopping... etcetc.

I CANT WAIT :D
yay, i love the netballers. (:

love, px 5:47 PM

SORRY!

Havent been blogging. xP

Didn’t use the com for the whole of last week. LOL.

Was super super busy!

Anyway, school is so… YUCK.

Monday was netball which was ..

Tuesday was basketball which I ended up having a bad mood..

Wednesday, I almost cried but went back to school in the usual hyper me in the afternoon.

Thursday, nothing luh. I miss zoey! She is currently in HK without ME!

Friday : SUCKKKKKKKKKKK. Bloody hell. Im never ever ever gonna talk about my troubles and woe to anybody ever again! Im damn pissed now la. Cause I don’t know whats gonna happen and I happen to NOT be an psychic. WHATEVER. :DDDDDDDDDD

love, px 10:27 PM