This post is dedicated to Hariz for being so brave in life.

Ever wondered how it would be like for him? Unable to do many things, though the fun of it would arouse his curiousity to find out. He is unable to be like a normal child, no matter how hard he tries. It isn't because he was a bad kid and hence can't do it, it wasn't his fault he was like this.

When we ask ' hey, are you okay?' and he says 'Yes.' Did he really mean it? But, what could he say? 'I'm not, I'm miserable and unhappy and i really want to run about" or could he say ' No, no, I want to get out of here and be a free man, I want to be a normal teenager and I want to have many more fun in life.' But, he can't say all that, what is going through his mind when he saw us in the ward, talking about school stuffs and many other things? He could have been wishing he had been there. He must have really wanted to do many other things, but it was his disablities that stopped him. This isn't a post to critisize him, this is a post to honour him.

He has to put up with all the pain and suffering, and I dare say that no one in the class would understand, not me and probably, not even his parents. How can we know how he is feeling? Would you be able to understand even if he described it? Would you be able to know exactly how he really felt? No, i can tell you, no.
He has to take on the pain himself, even with his parents around, he has to go through major operations that involves really vital parts of his body, I'm seriously not speaking dirty. His spine, his lungs, his bone, are all very important parts of the body.

He has to go through them, and he had never thought of dying. He still carried on being strong and he carried on living. He carried on even when there might be people who are laughing at him, or people who give him that 'look' . I mean, come on, ask yourself, how many times have you seen him fall but never helped? How many times have you avoided talking to him? It might be because you didnt know how to. But did you try? Did you offer to ask someone to help?

There is so many healthly people out there who aren't appreciating it. People who are healthly and about who can go to school and study, and have fun with their friends, but they are not taking care of themselves. They contemplated on ending their lives and also complaining about their lives. Think about it, I'm sure many here would have had contemplated on it.

Cherish life while you still have it, you never know when you are going to lose it, or lose having to live this blissful live you have, never ever be ungrateful, you'll regret it one day.