"If you gave somebody your heart and they died, did they take it with them? Will you be left with a hole inside that couldn't be filled forever?"

I'm pondering long and hard about that sentence, and much other things. Oh, how i wish i was a little kid, like those cute kids from my mum's ex workplace, Kinderland.

"They're at this stage where they dont have any woes and what not. All that would bother them would be "He took my toy!" that kinda thing. And its like they are so adorable everyone loves them. How nice! (:"

How long has it been when I've just been a happy& hyper Peixin without any worries and fustrations, caring about just who took my toys? Now, it's 'She took my boyfriend' . How long have I not just ate an ice cream alone without thinking too much. How long have I not walked home alone, just thinking over what the teacher thought without going three depths further and once again, thinking too much? I do know my problem, I do know that I think WAY too much then i should, I know about this and that, and I know i should change, but how easy is it to change? Overnight? Over a day? You and I know it's impossible.

YOU SEE, i just realised that, once again, I thought too much and too deep.
O, Peixin, when are you gonna change?