i think im sick, crazy kinda sick.
i suddenly thought of how he screamed at us that day, wednesday.
i suddenly thought of it and thought of how shuang it is to be yelled at.
perhaps was cause i havent been yelled at for quite some time, perhaps was cause i like looking dao.
perhaps.. ive changed.
i used to hate being yelled at. i used to hate whoever who did something bad to me.
but why do i suddenly like being yelled at and no longer hate someone who did something so [fill adjective here] to me?
i no longer curse at him, no longer ignore him.
i no longer curse the one who yelled, hate the one who scream.
have i .. changed for the worse?








debbie. believe me, im yearning to see the rainbow too.