Aspiring fashion designer who cant sew for nuts.
Love being the eye behind the camera and posting aged pictures. Obsesses over high waisted shorts and connector rings. Currently searching for bands to follow and love acoustic to the max.
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Saturday, August 18, 2007
have been getting insommia again and hence derrick have been recieving smses as late as 1a.m.. the past few months have been okay until recently. i'll lie on my bed trying very hard to fall asleep but still, wide awake.
hey! you all who are reading! MUSTMUSTMUSTMUST come to onefour's classroom on the 29th and 30th august right after school ends. there will be a fleamart that is selling awesome stuff and a photobooth that allows you to take photo with many different themes. there will be props that will let you customise your pic with diff poses and all! :D mustttttttt come ah! afterall, you'll be the one gaining from all the buys!
below is a just another picture i made today. i mean, i was thinking so much and all and this just got 'invented'. haha. dont know if i really mean it when i said the last line. i mean, after all. the first part had happened for a long time alr. but the last line would probably mean more then i actually do. go figure.
tried methods like thinking of a plain, white wall. but it made me think harder cause i'll imagine cracks and then try to concentrate on just WHITE and then i'll think harder and get a headache.
also tried looking at the sky in search for stars but ended up looking too hard into a sky that wouldn't give me stars.
tried listening to the music on my phone, but after some slow songs, emo rock songs would suddenly play real loud into my ears and 'wake' me up from my unslept 'sleep'.
tried many other ways derrick had suggested before and some other that he had once did. but nothing worked.
it pretty much explains the dark circles under my eye.
haha! bao told me that i woke her up really scarily a few days back. she said i put my hands on her face and ROTATED it. as in like the buffing machine in the DnT workshop? went 180degrees. LOLLLLLLLLL. laughed my head off when i heard it. must have been HILARIOUSLY scary.
for all those that have been telling me to cheer up, thank you very much. (: actually goes to show how much everyone cares. of course, i manage to see what kind of hypocrites some people are, and shake my head at this kind of people, haha, and i'm not the only one. i mean, probably after this many would take this as an example and avoid making the same mistake as me? i dont know... Aizal has been telling me not to cry and all. i mean.. i cant even cry, so how can i stop crying? gah! i dont wanna talk about it. but then again, that was part of the reason why things happened. because i didnt tell anyone what i felt, i didnt want anyone to worry, sometimes, it was because i trusted nobody.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~
enough of the emo talk that might put someone off their good mood. gonna cut my hair tmr at my cousin's workplace. JIEen<3>
anyway, PEKLIAN, because you kept procrastinating, i've made three flyer/poster for the class cip. ==' gahhhhhhhh. we are already late for advertising. hopefully everything will turn out well. (:
hey! you all who are reading! MUSTMUSTMUSTMUST come to onefour's classroom on the 29th and 30th august right after school ends. there will be a fleamart that is selling awesome stuff and a photobooth that allows you to take photo with many different themes. there will be props that will let you customise your pic with diff poses and all! :D mustttttttt come ah! afterall, you'll be the one gaining from all the buys!below is a just another picture i made today. i mean, i was thinking so much and all and this just got 'invented'. haha. dont know if i really mean it when i said the last line. i mean, after all. the first part had happened for a long time alr. but the last line would probably mean more then i actually do. go figure.
18thaugust2007, today, your bill renews.
love, px 10:29 PM