Aspiring fashion designer who cant sew for nuts.
Love being the eye behind the camera and posting aged pictures. Obsesses over high waisted shorts and connector rings. Currently searching for bands to follow and love acoustic to the max.
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Sunday, April 08, 2007
why do things crash down when you thought everything was fine.
i thought everything would be fine after that.
i thought after i gt over it it would be fine. but he went BOMB. and everything that i tried to keep in the bag burst open. he asked mu to ask me if i would be angry if he said he wanna patch. i walked away, shrugging. it's bloody stupid. cause i tried my best to stop already. it was just that i manage to NOT look at you the whole day, hoping that i would be fine and all. it was THEN. so why did you have to break the news to me after i got over it. you told raihan you regret cause you sawme without specs and was pretty. ohpurleese. you screamed in happiness 'i can do well in soccer and studies without peixin.' and now you saw you regret just cause im pretty? number one. you are BLIND. cause i AINT pretty. number2 ,ooo.what about you studies and soccer? if we we patch, it would slide down again WHAT. this is ridiculous.
i thought everything would be fine after that.
i thought after i gt over it it would be fine. but he went BOMB. and everything that i tried to keep in the bag burst open. he asked mu to ask me if i would be angry if he said he wanna patch. i walked away, shrugging. it's bloody stupid. cause i tried my best to stop already. it was just that i manage to NOT look at you the whole day, hoping that i would be fine and all. it was THEN. so why did you have to break the news to me after i got over it. you told raihan you regret cause you sawme without specs and was pretty. ohpurleese. you screamed in happiness 'i can do well in soccer and studies without peixin.' and now you saw you regret just cause im pretty? number one. you are BLIND. cause i AINT pretty. number2 ,ooo.what about you studies and soccer? if we we patch, it would slide down again WHAT. this is ridiculous.
love, px 1:21 PM