AH!
stupid bball practise. im damn pissed now.
i was SO bored! it is just a repetition of what i have learnt in primary school!
THREE YEARS OF IT! im bored alrights.BORED! i dont want bball. I WAN NETBALL. it would be NEW. and interesting. UNDERSTAND?! damndamndamndamn!
ahhhhs.
now the HAIQEL part
today. when me and jiahui went to see mdm t.t , he was staring at me [ the trademark; scary kind .. again.] and then he smiled though. [good news. ]
then. recess. nth much happened.
during assembly.. he wanted to sit beside me. [me too. made alot ppl move so i could sit beside him.] but then.. this time, i sat at the back, he sat at the front. ASSHOLE MR DU. he made him friends leave space in frnt. so he could sit beside me. but that kpo mr du la! call them move. SHIT YOU IDIOT! SHIT YOU! then later on.. he had this fake cockroach... he called his friends to pass to me. and then he wanted to 'scare' me. i saw the cockroach alrdy.. so i threw it at munawwar instead. then. it was pretty funny with shafiq, munnawar and two other guy frm his class la. then.. the assembly was on bullying issues. got one video, it showed this guy [ bully. ] he took the bag of a girl's and threw it into the garbage bin.. and then when the girl was trying to take it up, he pushed the girl in! THE GIRL THEN WAS INSIDE THE GARBAGE BIN! the horrors. tsk. hey you ppl.promise you wont do these hor! ohyeah. btw, the actors were frm christ church - school counscillor. if im not wrong SHOULD be frm christ church. seeing the uni for four - five years has made me more firmiliar to it.. ah hahas. xPPP
after school, he actually was gna go off alrdy.. then i was buying lunch.. then. he came back. .he was standing beside the store. andt bianca told me that he was waiting for me. - sorry girl. i heard you .. but i didnt know what to do. im a failure. then.. he was eating a pau. xPP he until damn cute. xPP hurhur. and then.. u walked back to the table after buying the food. then.. i saw him walk to the table infrnt and beside me.. - ashrul was thr mahs. but i didnt see him walk. i saw him thr only.. :((( erm.. andthen.. he went off. ARGHS. im damn stupid alrights. im such a failure. im sosososososososo idiotic! i dont deserve him!
im so sorry haiqel.. you made chances for me.. but i blew them. :( but could you still lend me your shoulders to cry on? im wanna apoloqized for my mistakes. im wanna apologize for my stupidity. im sorry. :( i really mean it.


xoxoxoxo
peixin
p.s. SHAFIQ! quickly! ONLINE NOWWWW. i wanna ask you help ME create chances too! PLEASE? i helped you ask HER her name alrdy!