GRR.
i think someone has it against my poor poor leg!
OWW!
grr.
that day.
i was like trying to get out of the table to whack carmen on her head for calling me childish.[VERY LAME. i know.]
and. my leg was like KINDA stuck to the table.EMBARRASING.
didn't know it at first. so kind of pulled on it.so.. well. PAIN.
then.. i went to put my bowl.then some idiot stepped on my leg!
grr.
i almost fell and hit the bucket!
THAT WILL BE EMBARRASSING!
VERY.
haha.
hrm. OO!
TOKYO DRIFT. on radio! i love that song!
haha.

today.
had the childrens day celebration.
LAST YEAR.
*cry* YOUR HEAD ARHS.
got only two pens. a correction tape. a toy aeroplane. AND A BOOK.
thats all!
lol.
suddenly rmb p1 and p2 childrens day!
SO MANY THINGS.
haha.
okok.
comtinue with my story on my pitiful leg!
i was playing with my pen during tuition.
suddenly.
i lost control OF THE PEN.
AND THEN.
i poked ionto my skin!
OMG.
then the blood came out in a WEIRD colour.
blue + red?!
OMG.
disgusting sial!
haha
want to watch TV.
yay.
next week getting new car!
haha.
about same pattern.
my leg is STILL BLEEDING.
about 2 hr ler!
blah. this is rubbish. but it aint a lie!

thats all for my craps.
toodles!
-pEixiN"]]]]___ you!~

anw. you there. i don't care what you say to the ADULT.
i don't care. brainwash them. go on. i don't care about you okay!
blah. you suck lah. i don't care if you hate me okay.
brainwash my best friend lah. you will get retribuition.
believe me. or you might not. i don't care. you suck a lot. i know that.

couldnt go to sleep last night thinking about almost EVERYTHING.
friends, psle, hard work.. well. you name it.
things haven't been that smooth and well. i am in a wreak.
[oo! i alomost say fcuk infront of my bro!]
damn. must quit saying fcuk!
dangerous!!


okok.
FRIENDS.
seems like everyone is having friend ship problems.
e.g. [if i am not wrong]
song he and edison.
buva and atikah
sheryl and ??
well.
and more.

i've learnt to ignore and well.
move on. nothing will get out well if i bother and care and hurt myself. so.
why bother?
move on and find better friends.
like atikah and buva.
i quarrelled with them.
and ignored them.
now i am with jia qin.
but i din lose my friendship with them.
in fact.
me and atikah are still best friends and i find dedications and card dedicated to me in the canteen!
i was seriously shocked.
and well.
happy.
jia qin and me are closer friends.
and me and sean. well. better.
at least we say hi and well. you know he clowns around in front of me and.. stuff.
so.. sometime. ignoring IS good.

PSLE.
i was so stressed.
and i had been studying for 13 hrs and 20 minutes yesterday. [including school.]
shocking?
well. yah.
its like.
the whole day is spent on studying studying studying.
with only 5 hrs for myself.
i woke up at 6 and slept at 12.30.
i am tired.and exhausted.
but i couldn't sleep.
it's like i was drained out.
and i forgot how to sleep.
i fell alsleep finally after laying there and thinking for some time.

HARD WORK.
i was thinking.
why am i working so hard.
who is it for?
so i thought about it.
i guess i am working for my future.
that top 5.
that 270.
that nanyang uniform.
i am working for ME.
it's my future.
well. i guess it's like that.
i have to start doing it.
and not complaining.
i need to be happy about it. and continue.
guess this is all i can do.
and love doing it.


SUCCESS.
if you think you are beaten. you are.
if you think you dare not.you don't
if you like to win. but you think you cannot.
it is almost certain you won't.

if you think you'll lose. you've lost.
for out of the world we find
success begins with a fellow's will.
its all in the state of mind.

if you think you are outclassed. you are.
you've got to think high to rise.
you've got to be sure of yourslf before you can ever win a prize.

life battles don't always to the stronger or faster man.
but soon or late the man who wins is the man who thinks he can.

thats all bahs.
-pEixiN
never be replaced.

have not been blogging for a while.
if i am not wrong.
studied for 6 hrs ytd and the day before.
so i am going to give myself a reward!
blahs.
suddeny angry with him.
don't know why.
aww. i don't want to be angry with him.
grr.

lols.
sean showed me a very funny youtube video.
ahahas.
cheered me up ALOT.
hahas.
mai hum mai hum!

LOLS.
wadever.
have alot of homework.
don't know how will i finish it.
god bless me.

hope i get 270++!!
-pEixiN

wan see a really cute// funny picture??

look and laugh.
see if you can find ming quan.. ronald and edmund!


VERY SHORT HUHS?ah hahas.
when i saw it.. i was laughing like mad.
ah hahas.
and guess what!
i saw it on yahoo!
anw..
it's taken in 2005!!
-pEixiN

stupid lah.
i swear i am never going to go out with buva and atikah ler lor.
unless emergency or sum stuff.
fcuk lah.
make me so angry.
i was like.
ahh!
i wait like for two hours lor.

stupid larh!

anw.
i saw jonathon leong and hady mraz.

so damn cute!!
jonathon looks the same as tv. so does hady.
jon's voice is low low low.!!
he got a accent.
hahas.
hady's english is superb!
hahas.

grr..
just fought with my lil bro.
yeah. he is lil in his brain but big in body size.
fight was stopped by my mum.
shitty brother.
whack my head so hard.
damn lahs.

wadever shit is he?
damn ass..


wadever.
next time i will only go out with others than buva and atikaH.

luckily my sis was with me..
or else i would be alone..
-pEixiN











love my sis!! she rocks!!

I'VE GOT MY PURPLE SPECTACLES!!

woohoo.
love it loads loads.
hahas.

BLAHS.
plastic so what?
nice what!!
hahas.

ytd was SO fun!!
hahas..

went to school..
then came back.
VERY HUNGRY.
thought i would faint.
lalas.
then.came home..
bathed.
ate.[FINALLY! but.. porridge?]
hahas. x))
hrmm.
went to get my specs.
then went for tuition.
reanne so cute!
when she saw me..
she was like frightened.
she didn't expect me.
later on. she stared at me..
"why you look so weird today?"
"oh! it must be the new specs!"-pEixin.
hahas.
she cute rights?
hahas.
tuition was released early.
OMG.my tuition tcher who is obviously overweight...
rolled her rollerchair over my leg!!
ARRGH. so pain cans?
hahas.


went for the mid authum festival in my school..
FUN FUN FUN.
haha..
we sat at the field and chatted !
so fun cans.
hahas.
dar dar was wearing a blue shirt. [checkered]
hahas. so big!!
hahas.
hrmm.
we chatted abt ms tok and..
ZIXIN GO BURN A LITTLE GIRL'S LANTERN.
so mean sial.
then me and sheryl was like scolding her.
hahas.
blah.
hrmm.
then ..
we keep screaming " we hate ms tok!!"
lols.
then we keep talking about her.
cos earlier in school..
i was quarrelling with her.
she lah.
malinged[dunno how spell] me.

thenn..
i talk back lor.
wadever lah.
she shit one.
wadever.
anyway.
we talked all night.
and laid on the grass in the field..
we had fun!!

LARAINE, ZIXIN, PHOEBE, SHERYL, CARMEN ROCKS A MILLION.
woaisinimen ler.
-pEixiN

have a look at what iskandar said to me when i asked if there id any homework.
look and laugh.
homework refers to work u do at home right....
so,bathe,revise,eat,revise,quarrel with siblings,
revise,chat with ppl who ask for hw other than eng,
revise,sleep,wake up,bathe,brush teeth,
give kind words to mum in case u die in school, leave home

trust iskandar to say that.
hahas.
did not want to post today.
then i read it.
so. well. why not?
hahas.
working hard today!
bought my specs already.
find out on monday.
listening to hilary's songs.
NICE NICE NICE.
day in the sun.
woo. that will be nice!
after psle. gonna ask a few friends to go to the beach with me.
yay!
and that doesn't include XXXXXX.
BLEH.too bad.
anyway. you won't be here what.
blah.
suddenly rmb what my mum ask' me to tell her that time when she tried to show off her hp.
hiash.
dun say bahs.
later she cry to her mama.


whatever.
nothing to say ler.
NICE CHATTING WITH YOU PHOEBE.
oh yah..


WOAILARAINE
WOAILARAINEMORETHANSHELOVEME
ILOVELARAINE.
LARAINEROCKS
LARAINEWOOHOO.
hahas.
to return her for what she posted.
she totally rock!

and that came from the heart!

-a day in the sun-
pEixiN-

okok.
add another person in rank 0.2 -> sheryl.
hahas. woaini too!
lols.
anyway.
i only got 78 for my maths in prelim 2.
yes. i know. PATHETIC HUHS?
I WANT TO IMPROVE.
it's darn pathetic okay?
and i calculated.
if i get 91 for all subjects.
i would get 272!! that is like ALOT.
okay? haha.
so. that is exactly why i am trying to blog with PROPER english.
that is why.
no that fun reading it? well. i have got nothing to say to that.
nothing proper is nice or fun.
like for example. our uniform.
yes. i know. horrendous!
i know that on the first day of primary 1.
i mean. green and white? were they out of they minds?
the long skirt and shorts?
HOLY flying cows!
with the ugly green collar and sleeves?
get what i mean?
the proper never ends up good/ nice.
well. tryo going to http://xiaxue.blogspot.com .
the english is BOMBASTICA.
even though many will feel offended.
but if you think deeper.
it actually makes sense.
felling really pissed now.
currently 'debating' with mandy.
well. don't really want to comment on it.
maybe i shldnt even have told her.
if she breaks that guy's heart.
i really don't know what to do.
i mean. it's not like we are close friends or anything.
we are actually enemies? and i am suppose to feel happy if he fails.
but. i find it mean. very mean.
why use another person to hurt your enemie?
i was trying to help that guy.
but now. i think i am about to hurt him.
i don't want to reveal his name.
will hurt him more. much more.
sigh.
maybe. i shouldn't even have try to tell her.

never mind.
got to go!
bye people.
-pEixiN

Hello.
hrmm.
been thinking a lot this few days.
I mean...A LOT.
haha.
after talking to my dad and quarrelling with him..
lols.
don't talk about what he quarrel about ler lahs.
hrm. he said i am very strong in my physical..
strong in my mind..
but i am VERY high in my emotions.
agree!
but i don't like to talk to him.
sigh.
don't talk about it ler.
hrm. so i was thinking.
in p1 and p2..
can't remember ler lahs.
p3..
was VERY pai. always quarrelling with laraine. [SO SORRY!]
did some things that are really mean.
p4..
very unsocial. and VERY mean.
p5.
started to socialise. alot of enemy. very arrogant. gud friends with ailynn.fought with almost everyone else.
p6.
dun fight with EVERYONE so much. but now.. i fight with AILYNN. lol.
see the difference? you gain some you lose some.
my parents say i improve ALOT ler. i dunno. but.. i find that i am turning pai again. I DUN WAN be pai. i just wanna do good in my studies and.. well. have friends? lols.
BAHH!
i'm so stupid.blehs.
wan see me rate my friends?
LALAS.

RANK 0.1
++ liqin.<333
++ atikah.<333
++ buvanesh.<333
++ carmen. <333
++ edmund.<333

RANK 0.2
+ laraine <33
+ gladys <33
+ sean <33
+ zixin <33

hahas. blahs.
xoxoxo
things ain't going well.
-pEixiN

hey.
everything has been SO boring.
oh yah. found out the some idiot.
thought it know who eddie is and has been spreading it arnd.
i dun care ler. you know you know lahs.
you are just gossiping arnd. thats all i can say.
anw.
he asked me alrdy.
and.
please.
if you wanna gossip arnd.
get your facts right first.
n.o 1. i did not cycle with him.
n.o 2. he is NOT who you think it is. it's somebody you dunno.
n.o 3. if you wanna gossip arnd.. know whats the real thing first before you go arnd spouting some SHIT.
n.o 4. what I do is NONE of your bloody business.
just get out of my way and life can you?
you are just making me hate you MORE.
get lost. before you get into trouble with me.

grr.
i hate you larhs!


it's not fair that it's me you are bitching abt.

GRR.
so irritated. by some personal stuffs.
GRR.
liqin. i wan talk to you!
AHH. i feel like screaming!!
sian. on the verge of tears ler.
AHHH..
i'm hurt.


lol. 10 min watching some stupid videos. LOLS
thehill88 is darn funny. it's the username of a user in youtube.
check it out.

HELLO MY PEEPS!
[lols. copy frm gladys ng hyun jung.]
hahas. my father and mother was very happy with my results?
HAHAS.
dad said he wants to give me something.
*crack my brains*.
WHAT IS HE GOING TO BUY?
i worried sial.
he arhs. HIASH.
hahas.
lols.
mum just did some psycological stuff with me.
asked me to draw a mice and a table and a chair and a crocodile and firewood.
and.. err.
aiyah. see how i am like lor.
she say i got xiao ren arnd me.
i think i know lahs.
LOLS.
dun tell your the trick first lahs.
hahas.
anw.
i got 248 only lahs.
STRAIGHT A's.
LOLS.
hrmm, AIYAH.

i sian liao lahs.
no one checks anyway. hahs.
BB.

arrgh. i having fever..
i had allergy attach ytd night.
suddenly woke up at night and felt VERY ITCHY . [whole body.]
then. went to apply medicine.
and guess what? IT DIDN'T WORK. grr. i tried to go to slp again. but couldn't. ended up going to look for my mum and they found out it was allergy. grr. from 2 a.m. to 5 a.m.. me, my mum and sis were watching tv and rubbing the red parts with ice?? OMG. hahas.
my skin was like ALL bumpy and red. like LOBSTER!!

luckily.. all is gone. now all i have is fever.
sigh. wun be using the com so often now till the end of psle.
my dad larh. we went a little ki siao and din allow me to use msn,.

DO I LOOK LIKE I AM TO OBEY YOU??

duhh~
anw. so.. ppl. if you wanna contact me.. call me. get my n.o frm liqin??
but.. please DUN call like every minute like what happened in p5. the phone was ringing non stop and i din know one quarter of them!! lols. hahas. and.. i start to cry again. my ki siao father lor. make me cry. dunno how long never cry ler. damn lah. hiash.

i very worried about liqin. BUT TO FIND OUT THAT IT WAS JUST A LIE. lols. hahas.
LIQIN YOU BIG LIAR![jkjk]
i wan laugh lahs. make me so worry! lols.

hiahs. i wansnt online untill ike 9??
and he went offline!
always like that! grr.
he was online frm 12 -7.
and i wasn't! grr.
ehh. next time call lahs.
also no use lehs. i not home.
stupid lahs. my fathere waste my time.
fever still call me go see piano as if it was my business!
cannot leave me home arhs!
damn lah.
grr!!
wadever shyt lahs.
TOOT.
T__T.
hiash.
nvm! tmr sch day!! stare at him lor!! iish. [ siao char bo]
no lahs. i not !at bo liao. i just see can ler!! happy liao. i dun ask for more then that!
and.. have you guys heard jay's new album yet? SO DAMN NICE CANS?
lols. and the third song.
[ the one with fei yu chin.<>] is SO damn funny lahs. lols. laugh like shit.
lols. the mv nice lehs! lols. and jay is SO damn funny lahs. as in the way he talk!
lols. [ ting mama de hua] IS SO DAMN NICE. i love it loads lor.
haha. the first part of the rap I KNOW LER.
i listen to my bro sing lor. then i know ler. he damn shuai can!
when he sing he can like vibrate his voice or imitate jay lah! haha.
MY BRO SO SHUAII!!
love him damn much lahs.
and of cos not to be missed.HIM.

lols.. YOU ROCK TOO!
time for me to shut!
bye!
-anw. gladys. it's 251.!! bye!

love, px 9:56 PM

hey0!!
i know it looks weird. but i like the way it sounds.

the HAPPENINGS.
went for enrichment.
laughed alot!! hahas.
abt EVERYTHING.
keep talking back with mr tayeb.
HAHAS.

thenn
after that.
i went to fushan with eddie and some other guys.
DAMN FUN CANS??
then eddie carried my bag.
and he almost give me a ride.
but. i so damn PAISEH.
[first time huhs?]
then.. we reached. we talked a LITTLE.
then. err. we so swid cans?
he was like if i carry my bag we will like think i am going then he will like signal and ask??
LOLS.
omg. I LOVE HIM MORE AND MORE.[ i nknow its broken english. but.. who cares?]
hahas. then when i walking home..
he was cycling at the far back.
when i turned.
he waved! i waved back lor!!
hahas. badoom badoom [my heartbeat!]
lols. [>__<] so lame huhs?
hrmm

talk about something else.
errr.
counted my t-score.
err. i only got 251??
lols. i said that to my sis and she was like 'i dunno you lahs. like that not enough i slap you face lah!'
lols. cos. she always thinking i want too high ler mahs. BUT I WANNA BE THE TOP 5 OKAY!
i wan do ms woo proud. i wan do mr tayeb proud i wan do MS KALPANA PROUD!

i love them SO much.

and. wednesday. after supp..
i went to choir.I LOVE THEM!!
they practically came and HUG ME??
lols!! i was SO happy to see them!!
rachel changed SO MUCH!!
they say rachel is the minature me!! WOAH.
hahas. i love her!!
and ASHLEY!! she is so cute! everytime i see her. WE HUG!!
hahas. I LOVE HER SO MUCH LAH!
and sheryl's cousin mun wai??
SHE IS SO CUTE AND TALL!!
and.. she was like pulling me arnd? i almost fall!! hahas. scare me sial.
i go into the room and woah. suddenly someone pull my hand!
still dun understand why the twins call me ah ma.
err. just cos i am older then them??
LOLS. i love my choir juniors!!
wanna know who is the n.o one target in choir?
CALVIN!! lols.
when he was choosen to be the 'leader' [aiyah. mr jason simply ask one.]
he was like attacked??HAHAS.

lols.
hungry pangs aagain.
BYE PPL!! love ya!

nice huhs.. i've drew it! i mean. i copied it lahs. lols. I SIMPLY LOVE THIS PIC. its just so. FANTASTIC! lols. while typing here. it looks as if. it belongs here. it will be a waste to put it on a orange background. lols. its 10.16 and i am still in my pe shirt! hahas.
love it alot. its so comfortable! hahas.

love ya ppl!


-eddie. [we changed name!~]

GRR..
he online and i offline??
HOW CAN??
sian.
i was like in school frm 7.30 - 3.. then later when i came home..
i was like trying to finish my tuition homework??
then i only managed to see that EDDIE wasnt online.
so i shut down.
then i went for my tuition at 5-7.
then i had guitar classes till 8.30..
then i came home and the darn internet was DOWN.

so.. my dad was in a bad mood.

HOW WAS I SUPPOSE TO USE.

and i was SO tired.

i slept till 9.30 today.

and that was onli cos buve called and woke me up!!

i'm SO SORRY eddie.
miss you desperatedly too!!
i am like so EXHUASTED??
carn believe i still have to wait a month till you will ask.
not that its your fault lahs.
sian. please forgive me wors. i am really sorry lahs.
well.. at least i can still know abt your frmj your friend.
HIASH.
god. are YOU fooling me??
are you trying to get me to study?? ask me nicely lahs.
PLEASE.

god. i am SO tired. i just wanna see him.
why must he be of a different class?
AND SOMEMORE SO FAR AWAY??
in another block?? omg. i have to walk with carmen SO far.
and. i STILL DUN SEE HIM!!
you are trying to drive me crazy huhs??

aww. nvm. i am determine to see him today. and finish my PILE of tuition homework.
i swear my tuition t'cher is trying to kill us.
despite the pleading.. she went on and kill and with her homeworks.
OH BOY.

-pEixiN
believe me.. i miss you.

MUM'S LOVE


when you were 1 year old, she fed you and bathed you,
you thanked her by cryin all night long.

when you were 2 year old, she taught you to walk,
you thanked her by running away when she called.

when you were 3 year old, she made all your meals with love,
you thanked her by tossing your plate on the floor.

when you were 4 year old, she gave you some crayons,
you thanked her by colourin the dininig room tables.

when you were 5 year old, she dressed you for the holiday,
you thanked her plopping into the nearest.

when you were 6 year old, she walked you to school,
you thanked her by screamin , " I AM NOT GOING! "

when you were 7 year old, she bought u a baseball,
you thanked her by throwing it through the next door neighbour's window.

when you were 8 year old, she handed u an ice cream,
you thanked her dripping it all over your lap.

when you were 9 year old, she paid for piano lesson,
you thanked her by never even bothering to practice.

when you were 10 year old, she drove you all day,
from soccer to gymnastic to a birthday party after another,
you thanked her by jumping out of the car and never looking back.

when you were 11 year old, she took u and your friend to movies,
you thanked her sittin in a different row.

when you were 12 year old, she warned you not to watch certain tv show,
you thanked her by waitin until she left the house.

when you were 13 year old, she suggested a hair cut,
you thanked her by tellin her she had no taste.

when you were 14 year old, she paid for a month away at summer camp,
you thanked her by forgettin to write a single letter.

when you were 15 year old, she came home from work lookin for a hug,
you thanked her by having your bedroom door locked.

when you were 16 year old, she taught you hw to drive her car,
you thanked her by takin it every chance you could.

when you were 17 year old, she was expecting an important call,
you thanked her by being on the phone all night.

when you were 18 year old, she cried at your high school graduation.
you thanked her by stayin out all night partyin until dawn.

when you were 19 year old, she paid for your college tuition, drive you to campus
carried your bags,
you thanked her by saying good bye outside the dorm so you wouldnt be
embarrased in front of your friends.

when you were 20 year old, she asked whether you were seeing anyone,
you thanked her by saying, "its none of your business" .

when you were 21 year old, she suggested certain careers for your future,
you thanked her by saying, " i don't wan to be like you".

when you were 22 year old, she hugged you at your college graduation,
you thanked her by asking whether she could pay for a trip to Europe.

when you were 23 year old, she gave you furniture for your first apartment,
you thanked her by tellin your friend it was ugly.

when you were 24, she meet your fiance and asked about your plans for the future,
you thanked her by glaring and growling, " Muuhh-ther, please! "

when you were 25 year old, she helped to pay for your wedding,
and she cried and told you how deeply she loved you,
you thanked her by moving halfway across the country.

when you were 30 year old, she called with some advise on the baby,
you thanked her by tellin her, " things are different now. "

when you were 40 year old, she called to remind you of a relative's birthday.
you thanked her by saying you were " really busy right now. "

when you were 50 year old, she fell ill and needed you to take care of her,
you thanked her by reading about the burden parent become to their children.

and then, one day, she quietly died.
and everything you never did came crashin down like thunder on your HEART!

if she's still around, never forget to love her more then ever..and if she's not, remember her
unconditional love and pass it on always. remember to love your mother , because you only have
one mother in your lifetime.

woah. saddening huhs? but.. its quite true lah.

simply love eddie!!
lols. sigh. unfortunedly. my internet was down today.
and. i missed out appointment to meet up at 1 p.m. online today..
SORRY MY CUTE CUTE DE BAD BOY.
wo hai ai zhe ni de. bu yao wang ler wo men de yue hui wor!! wo ai ni. smile forever wor!! love ya!!

[grr. i'm lovesick.]
sorry if you ppl had to read this.. too bad!!
hahas. but.. he just make my heart beat so fast to the rythm of love!!

- pEixiN

booyah!! aloha.
lols. eddie just called. lols. he actually called his friend 'horny b******??" oh lord!! lols
anw. tryin to load some pics. hrmm. still trying..

hiash the one i wanted to upload cannot seh. wait. i try something else.
sigh. still cannot. BYEBYE..

lalas. very long nvr so short ler!! hahas.
>__< bye -pEixiN

BOO PPL.

i simply love liqin, edmund and gladys LIKE TOTALLY.

they rock canns!!
personally with no offence. I LOVE LIQIN THE MOST!!
lalas.
hahas. gladys.
NO JEALOUSLY PLEASE!
hahas.
wait wait. i copy and paste from my sis bl0g first.
too lazy to blog abt what happened today LALAS.

3 things i did today:
1. went to comex
2. bought my mp3- samsung YP-Z5 =D
3. blog

3 things i saw today:
1. a yellow car knocking over a guy who is directing the traffic! that guy rolled to the side and lay there for quite some time.. wonder if he is dead yet =x he is alright.. scary!
2. an ugly mini cooper.
3. a jay chou mp3 that only cost $29.90. i could have bought 10.. haha

3 things i wish would happen now:
1. my sis to stop singing
2. my kid bro to stop showing off his PSP.
3. my kid bro to stop hovering around me when im using the com!

3 things i should have done today:
1. study for the coming mock exam!
2. mug for prelim.
3. do something useful?

3 things i realised/ shouldnt have done:
1. that my sis is so... retarded!
2. that the devil has finally revealed his revolting sight.
3. lied.. well, for a good cause though.. so, no harm done!

obviously I am the 'sis'..
and i was singing like some gundu just now..
so.. well. and i dunno what she meant by the devil blah bla bla..
err and YAH. MY BRO BOUGHT A PSP AND I DIN GET ANYTHING!!
boohoos.
wadever.
and... MY SIS BOUGHT A MP3!! actually.. she wanted the zen v plus.. but then. she has to wait another month as there are NO MORE stocks.. SO.. SHE COULDNT TAKE IT AND BOUGHT THE SAMSUNG SHIT.
wadever.
anw. I DID MY SHOPPING TOO!
lalas.
hrrm. what do you say about two abercrombie and fitch tops and a armani exchange top AND a guess jeans??
good ehh?? and.. a thirty degree board shorts and a pencil case!
unfortunatly.. i did not check my armani exchange shirt and it had a hole!!
i was totally furious when i found out. i was like "MUMMY!! YOU DON'T KNOW HOW MAD AM I!! MY SHIRT GOT HOLE!!"
yes yes. its br0ken english. but do you expect perfect english when you are fuming at the head??
anw. WE DID see the traffic director get hit by the car and roll. i heard a LOUD bang and i saw the guy oon the floor. WOOHOO. lols. [yes yes. if you realised . peixin is a little saddistic.]

and.. i saw edison and sean. i was like shocked?
i suddenly exclaimed " edison!" when i was eating! hahas. my sibs all turned their heads.i think they know. they dun look much diff. except that sean looks taller?? probably.
grr. actually wrote a BETTER post but i navigated away frm the page.. and here i am posting AGAIN.
BURNT.
still got my homework waiting for me.. but i think.. I NEED A BREAK?

burnt doesnt mean literally BURNING. it means to be in embarrasment or.. if you just listen to me use it.. you will understand. LOLS.
hrrm.. seriously can't rmb what i posted. gosh am i absent minded. the stupid password thingy was my sisters idea. and is totally UNHACKABLE. well. unless you can think of the password..
anw. i think i am gonna remove SOME of it. it is getting on my nerves.
hrmm.
EVEN the hip hop thingy still gets on my nerves. i mean.. YOU CALL THAT HIP HOP? earth to the parents support grp. DID YOULET THEM CHEROGRAPH IT?? oh boy. you NEED eye surgery! and.. its like TOTAL copying of out dance idol dance steps! ever heard of originality?? i mean. ms woo's and edison's face was like screwed up. WE DIN LIKE IT ONE BIT OKAY! i hated it. its just so.. sluty. yucks. are you trying to pollute the innocent brain of the p1 and p2?? hello? u are the parents!! wake up!!

anw. ppl. BURNT is my copyright stuff okay? i am like TOTALLY against the copying thingy.!! i try my best not to COPY. but. if some ppl out there still thinks i am. then tell me straight. please don't go arnd saying this and that about me. i mean. you wanna critisize me. then tell it to me straight. don't be htose small people who says those UNTRUE stuffs.[ not meaning anybody.] hrmm..theres some pictures that i wanna post. but i am using the WRONG computer.
i seriously need to get back to mugging and finishing up that PILE of homework my saddistic t'chers had gave me.

BYE PPL.
love ya!

so.. my mum knows. but i dun care.

cos at least world war three makes me realise who is real and who is not.
like alson, who i thought was great. but he ends up to be like THAT.
well. maybe they are just afraid to turn against ailynn. i cant blame them.
i broke down today. i thought i dun mind breaking up. but. i did.
i cried in my mum's arms.
she cared. not like others.
she did. she understood me. she loves me.

she said i would have to face the consequences though. but she would be there for me.
i know that.
ailynn. all i can say is i dun see how you can feel unguilty after breaking us up.
though you have your jie and kor backing you up. i dun mind. you made me realise whos real and whos not. i dunno if there is anything else to say to you. but dun you find that you shld at least stop doing it and leave me alone? i din do anything to you. we din have to break up. you made us break up. are you ashame? seems like you aren't cos you are still saying all those stuffs.
theres nothing else for me to say to you. oh.. 'thanks' for breaking us up and helping me know who is a hypocrite. and. i din tell anyone about alson. but yuou just spread all my secret. what a great secret keeper. oo. thanks alot.

alson.
actually i dun mind losing you. if you could just give me up cos of this thing. i dun see why i should call you a kor anymore. i would be ashame to call you kor. and i dun think u deserve to be one.
sherlin.
yah. you can always call alson to let go of me. bad mouth me and everything. but i dun mind. cus the fact that you are' helping' your mei is just harming her. you think that you are protecting her. but you are just causing her to sink deeper into her mistake or her 'good deed' .

gladys.
i dunno what i should say to u. i guess you just can't let go of your friendship with ailynn.

i ain't posting this to critisize you all. i'm just disspointed and angry. i dun wanna hurt anyone like they did to me. i know how much it hurts to be hurted. i know what its like to be betrayed. i know that you aren't real anymore.