actually , i don't see the point of living , being nice and blogging .
i mean .. the world has so many people .
so .. what point is it that I am living ?
i don't make any difference .
i mean . what can i do ?
the things i do for classmates are considered as class effort .
damn crap .
all they did was to sign and i had to stay up all night thinking of how the card should be made .
yeah . how 'FAIR' .
throw me down a building . thats 'fair'
yeahyeahyeah . the world very 'good' hor .
yeah . like real lah .
wadever .
it's unfair .
even if i do NOTHING .
i get blame.
wad crap is this ?
i din use him lorh .
when i use him ?
use him as what ? toilet brush arh .
ARGH .
i hate the way people think of me.
how can i actually use edmund to make cool ?
huh . call him fight arh ?
all i wanted to do was to change him into a better person .
and great . i was branded " she wants to use edmund "
so 'fair' .
i hate it .
i don't understand why i'm here .
i dun see the point of living .
i dun see why i'm living to cry abt stuffs .
i also dun wanna cry either .
nothing is going right .













gosh . hiash .
forget it . my parents din let go to hyport concert .
hiash . i didn't really expected it .
forget it . i cried over it ler .
no more tears .
hiash .

forget it .
i need a hi-5 set .
you know for blasting purposes .
[dad using computer to call ppl . only pisses me more . ]
argh.

anw . i was smsing sean ytd . and i realised that some things she had say was lies .
forget it bahs .
actually .
i find that i starting to post like some desperate freaks .
you know depressed emos .
grr .
change habit !!
help me out will yah ?
okays .
today . time in school was spent helping teachers .
like usual lorh .
anw .
we played game of life halfway and i was called tgt with jiaqin to do the toilet ambassodor project . i hope i din spell it wrongly . though i think i did . xp
we were pretty efficient to finish two games and half in a like a 2 hours .
wahaha .
was pretty funny .
we were making jokes from everything .
gosh .
my mp3 had a makeover.
from the colourfully ugly colour i had painted it.
i pasted diamintes .
pretty !
wahaha . anw . i've been really stupid .
i went phoebe's blog .
but i was listening to "say you love me "
then .. the ting mama de hua came on . then i was like thinking where that music came from .
i thought the song got prob !
dumb eh ?

blablablahs .
i've got nth to say alrdy .
i dun wanna use this com .
lau ya com .
budbyes !

-pEixiN