so.. my mum knows. but i dun care.

cos at least world war three makes me realise who is real and who is not.
like alson, who i thought was great. but he ends up to be like THAT.
well. maybe they are just afraid to turn against ailynn. i cant blame them.
i broke down today. i thought i dun mind breaking up. but. i did.
i cried in my mum's arms.
she cared. not like others.
she did. she understood me. she loves me.

she said i would have to face the consequences though. but she would be there for me.
i know that.
ailynn. all i can say is i dun see how you can feel unguilty after breaking us up.
though you have your jie and kor backing you up. i dun mind. you made me realise whos real and whos not. i dunno if there is anything else to say to you. but dun you find that you shld at least stop doing it and leave me alone? i din do anything to you. we din have to break up. you made us break up. are you ashame? seems like you aren't cos you are still saying all those stuffs.
theres nothing else for me to say to you. oh.. 'thanks' for breaking us up and helping me know who is a hypocrite. and. i din tell anyone about alson. but yuou just spread all my secret. what a great secret keeper. oo. thanks alot.

alson.
actually i dun mind losing you. if you could just give me up cos of this thing. i dun see why i should call you a kor anymore. i would be ashame to call you kor. and i dun think u deserve to be one.
sherlin.
yah. you can always call alson to let go of me. bad mouth me and everything. but i dun mind. cus the fact that you are' helping' your mei is just harming her. you think that you are protecting her. but you are just causing her to sink deeper into her mistake or her 'good deed' .

gladys.
i dunno what i should say to u. i guess you just can't let go of your friendship with ailynn.

i ain't posting this to critisize you all. i'm just disspointed and angry. i dun wanna hurt anyone like they did to me. i know how much it hurts to be hurted. i know what its like to be betrayed. i know that you aren't real anymore.