couldnt go to sleep last night thinking about almost EVERYTHING.
friends, psle, hard work.. well. you name it.
things haven't been that smooth and well. i am in a wreak.
[oo! i alomost say fcuk infront of my bro!]
damn. must quit saying fcuk!
dangerous!!


okok.
FRIENDS.
seems like everyone is having friend ship problems.
e.g. [if i am not wrong]
song he and edison.
buva and atikah
sheryl and ??
well.
and more.

i've learnt to ignore and well.
move on. nothing will get out well if i bother and care and hurt myself. so.
why bother?
move on and find better friends.
like atikah and buva.
i quarrelled with them.
and ignored them.
now i am with jia qin.
but i din lose my friendship with them.
in fact.
me and atikah are still best friends and i find dedications and card dedicated to me in the canteen!
i was seriously shocked.
and well.
happy.
jia qin and me are closer friends.
and me and sean. well. better.
at least we say hi and well. you know he clowns around in front of me and.. stuff.
so.. sometime. ignoring IS good.

PSLE.
i was so stressed.
and i had been studying for 13 hrs and 20 minutes yesterday. [including school.]
shocking?
well. yah.
its like.
the whole day is spent on studying studying studying.
with only 5 hrs for myself.
i woke up at 6 and slept at 12.30.
i am tired.and exhausted.
but i couldn't sleep.
it's like i was drained out.
and i forgot how to sleep.
i fell alsleep finally after laying there and thinking for some time.

HARD WORK.
i was thinking.
why am i working so hard.
who is it for?
so i thought about it.
i guess i am working for my future.
that top 5.
that 270.
that nanyang uniform.
i am working for ME.
it's my future.
well. i guess it's like that.
i have to start doing it.
and not complaining.
i need to be happy about it. and continue.
guess this is all i can do.
and love doing it.


SUCCESS.
if you think you are beaten. you are.
if you think you dare not.you don't
if you like to win. but you think you cannot.
it is almost certain you won't.

if you think you'll lose. you've lost.
for out of the world we find
success begins with a fellow's will.
its all in the state of mind.

if you think you are outclassed. you are.
you've got to think high to rise.
you've got to be sure of yourslf before you can ever win a prize.

life battles don't always to the stronger or faster man.
but soon or late the man who wins is the man who thinks he can.

thats all bahs.
-pEixiN
never be replaced.